My story part 8

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For a lil bit I stopped cutting cause I used weed and pills to get rid of my stress till we got cause I don't think the priceable noticed but I had a pop can I drink a lot of pop since middle school but anyways I had put my thumb on the sharp edge till it bleeds right in front of her it felt good I was addicted to it again DJ and I grow closer after that I loved him but I still wanted to be with Tony one day Tony almost broke up with me and I had cutted so deep on my wrist that it took almost two weeks to heal cause of it but we still was together we went to a lot a places together helped each other with our habits one day some one told me that I gained weight so I started dieting soon it turned to purging I hated my body id look up some pro Ana stuff I didn't care as long as I'd get back to that size I wanted to size small jean size 5 after that I was planing to go lower then that I'd purge almost everyday every meal I'd excise till I felt like I was gonna pass out and I'd talk on pro Ana chats to I was at my worse then by then I lost 10 lbs my weight was up and down.  

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