I let out a heavy sigh as I placed my hand on my bouncing leg, Harry, Amanda and Nial would be here any moment. It had been decided, I was going to stop cutting and I was going to seek help from my friends. After a few minutes there was a knock on the door, I rose from my seat and opened the door. All three of my friends stood in front of me with worried looks on their faces, I invited them in and they sat on the couches.
"Hailey, what in the hell is going on?" Amanda asked, her eyes were tearing up a little.
"What is going on Hailey, you said it was an emergency." Harry stated.
"Well," I sighed, I showed them my arms.
"WHO DID THIS TO YOU?! I WILL KILL WHOEVER DID THIS!" Harry's voice roared throughout my house.
"If you want to be technical, I did it. But the bullies were the ones who cause it. I need you all to calm down, okay? I want to stop this but I am going to need help, from all of you."
Amanda was bawling by this point, I had never told her or anyone else about my problem. Not ever. I felt relieved that I had finally told someone, I knew I needed help. Harry was biting his lip and I was fangirling on the inside. Niall was holding Amanda in his arms.
"Amanda, I'm sorry I didn't tell you before about this. I just didn't know what to say or even how to tell you. But throughout the years I have learned that this is childish and it will not help me at all. I hope you can forgive me for this." I apologized.
"Of course I can forgive you! You're my best friend, of course I will help you!" She exclaimed, her and Niall let me join their group hug.
"You know what?" Harry questioned.
"What?" The rest of us asked.
"It really sickens me when people bully others."
"Harry, where are you going with this?" I asked, a little confused
"Just listen, the only reason why they're bullying you is so they feel better about themselves. Don't listen to them. You are beautiful, even as a celebrity I get bullied, on twitter. I try not to let it get to me. Be brave, because you have a future ahead of you. Don't ruin it because someone was mean to you."
"Harry, I've just told you i'm going to stop."
"Hailey, promise me. Please."
"I promise."
Harry then joined in on our group hug. We all held each other close, Harry examined my cuts. He got up and went into the kitchen, he came back into the living room with some liquid band-aid and some q-tips as well. I winced a little when the cold q-tip touched where my cuts where. And apologizing look spread across his face, he continued to clean out the cuts on my arm.
"So, what's the game plan? What do you want to do?" Niall said breaking the silence.
"Well, hopefully you guys can give me adivce or something." I replied.
"We can do that, but I think there's more to this than you want to tell us. Spill." Amanda confronted me.
"Well... I've been thinking all year."
"And?" The three of them egged me on.
"I know what I want for my gradutation present."
"And?" They repeated themselves.
"I want to meet my dad."
"But you already know your dad?" Niall sounded confused.
"The father you know is my step-father. I want to meet my real dad, my biological father.
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The New Direction - 1D Fanfiction
FanficHailey Jenx is an 18 year old high school student. She has been bullied all of her life and she is indeed a cutter, her parents do drugs behind her back and they have no idea that she knows. She has two step fathers as well as her biological father...