Casualty Of Love (Logan Lerman / completed)

Chapter ten.

[The rest of the days we went shopping and we went to some private fashion events that Hayley loved to go, she saw Liam a couple of days too but we didn't hang out together]

We were at the airport ready to leave with our bags and ready to get into the plane.

Mom: I'll miss you honey

Jenn: me too mom -I hugged her.

Hayley: we'll be back In no time! Im telling you, Jenn's leaving her next bf over here! -she said laughing.

Jenn: bye!

We got home and left our bags on the floor, Hayley sat in the couch and I went to the kitchen to drink some water.

Hayley: back to reality huh?

Jenn: yeah -I said sad.

Hayley: are you ok?

Jenn: yes... it's just that- the door bell rang.

Hayley: are you expecting someone? -she asked confused.

Jenn: not really...

Hayley: weird -she opened the door.

Jason: hey girls! How was the trip! You're looking fine! I brought some beer and cheetos! -he hugged Hayley and then me.

Jenn: Jason... how did you know we were already here?

Jason: oh cmon you told me you were coming the 17th I thought you would be here by the night!

Hayley: nice guess -she said in a sarcastic way.

Jason: so how was the trip tell me about it! -he said enthusiastic.

We told Jason about the boys, not specially about Louis but the boys in general, we told him what we did, about the ice skating and the shopping.

Jenn: how about you? I saw some pictures in your profile... mmm -I said annoyed.

Jason: oh yeah we went to a party with Logan and Mel-

Jenn: is now your friend?

Jason: who? Logan? -he asked confused.

Jenn: no... "Mel" -I said mad.

Jason: uh... no but everyone calls her Mel... are you jealous Jenn? -he said teasing me.

Jenn: don't say that to me, you know how I feel about her-

Jason: just because she has what you want, I know -he said in a harsh way.

Jenn: ...

Hayley: ookay -she said trying to avoid the awkwardness of the situation- why don't we eat some cheetos? They're delicious! -she said taking some cheetos.

Jenn: I... ok -I took some cheetos too.

Jason: so you're coming with me tomorrow? You can stop going if you want to

Jenn: what? I have many things to do Jason, I'll drop by during the week don't worry -I said trying to look like I actually had things to do.

Jason: yeah, ok -he said not so convinced about what I said.

We spent the night together laughing and talking about random stuff, the whole week I tried to do other stuff and tried not to think about going to the filming, I needed to stay away for awhile again, I needed to get my shit together and be able to see Logan as an actor, my inspiration and not a "normal person" a possible something because that's not going to happen ever.

"Hey Jenn! Im going to L.A with the boys this Friday, we're staying for a couple of weeks, we're staying at my uncle's home so we should definitely spend some time together!"

.-Louis

Hayley: you seriously need to keep that phone away Jenn, you cannot live without it -she said laughing.

Jenn: oh... Hay?

Hayley: yes?

Jenn: Louis and the boys are coming to L.A

Hayley: I know

Jenn: you... know? When were you going to tell me?

Hayley: I wasn't thinking about telling you -she laughed- I was just expecting to ask you to come along when they arrived.

Jenn: oh... youre nuts -I laughed.

Hayley: well then, they're getting here on Friday, we should do something on sat what do you think

Jenn: and invite Jason so he could meet them!

Hayley: sure!

I was excited but nervous at the same time, I haven't seen Logan since I left and the hospital incident, I needed to see him before seeing Louis again, it was a must.

[Later that day]

Jason: oh, look the missing lady -he said laughing.

Jenn: very funny, how are you doing? -I said walking towards them.

Jason: awesome, we already finished the scene, Im waiting for Logan to finish changing and we're going for some coffee, wanna come along?

Jenn: sure, hey Jason, Hayley's friends are coming to L.A so, on sat we're going dancing!

Logan: hey Jenn! -he said smiling and coming next to us.

Jenn: hey Logan -he hugged me and I remained in shock.

Logan: it's been awhile, what have you been up to? -he laughed.

Jenn: I-I've been doing things you know... this and that, the travel, are you feeling alright?

Logan: yes

Jenn: you know... about the cold...

Logan: yeah thank God it was just a cold -he laughed.

Jenn: yeah-

Logan: Im sorry for making you worry

Jenn: worry?

Logan: yeah Jason told me you were worried, so Im sorry -I looked to Jason and then back to Logan.

Jenn: it's ok it wasn't your fault -I said looking at Jason again.

[We went to the coffee shop and as usual Jason was buying the coffees.]

Logan: so how was ur trip?

Jenn: cool... I met some of Hayley's friends

Logan: that's nice

Jenn: yeah, they're pretty nice, how about you?

Logan: I... well, we went to a party last week

Jenn: oh yeah with your girlfriend -I said annoyed.

Logan: yes... I invited Jason, it was a friend of Mel's bday

Jenn: I see, good for you -I said without noticing what I just said.

Logan: what?

Jenn: what? -I said trying to make him forget about what just happened.

Logan: are... you alright?

Jenn: perfectly fine -I said looking away.

Logan: you don't look fine

Jenn: who cares -I said while Jason was approaching with the coffees.

Jason: missed me? -he said smiling.

Logan: yes -he said looking at me.

Jenn: Im sorry but I need to hurry Hayley just texted me -I said looking at my phone.

Jason: oh really?

Jenn: yes, really -I said getting up from the table with my coffee and leaving the coffee shop.

Logan: is she alright dude?

Jason: I don't know she's been weird lately

Logan: yeah...

What was I doing? Making a scene in front of Logan? What was next, telling him about my feelings? I needed to control myself around him, even if its pretending to be something Im not, I needed to get over it.