Casualty Of Love (Logan Lerman / completed)

Chapter seventeen.

[A week passed. I was scrolling down my messages on my phone.]

[unread] Logan.- Sat 18th 13:30pm

[unread] Logan.- Sat 18th 15:47pm

[unread] Logan.- Sun 19th 17:06pm

[unread] Logan.- Sun 19th 19:45pm

[unread] Logan.- Sun 19th 22:34pm

Jenn: sheesh

Vanessa: you have to read them eventually

Jenn: I know but... why didn't he tell me earlier?

Vanessa: ...

Jenn: I mean he said he was scared... but no that's not it because I didn't give him any reasons to be scared, it's definitely something else, there has to be something else...

Vanessa: try asking him

Jenn: Im gonna read his messages first... then probably do what you tell me

Vanessa: ok, read them out loud so I can give you moral support -she laughed.

Jenn: sure...

Logan.- Sat 18th 13:30pm- "Jenn, please I'm being super honest this time... I really am, I can't handle this anymore, its killing me... answer my calls please?"

Logan.- Sat 18th 15:47pm- "I know you're mad but could you please say something? I hate talking to a wall..."

Logan.- Sun 19th 17:06pm- "I love you Jenn, I know I should've said it earlier but Im not holding it back anymore and I'll say it as much as I can now..."

Logan.- Sun 19th 19:45pm- "Probably that last message was a little too chessy... but it's the truth, could you just at least answer one of my messages?"

Logan.- Sun 19th 22:34pm-"That's it Jenn, Im going to talk to you face to face, that's the only way to fix this, please..."

Vanessa: awww... he's being really cute with all those messages... I thought he was a moron Jenn

Jenn: and he WAS... I don't know when he changed his mind...

Vanessa: ask him!

Jenn: ...

"Logan... can we talk? 7pm at my place, I'll text you the address"

Vanessa: are you sure it's a good idea, your place?

Jenn: no, but oh well

Vanessa: how about Louis?

Jenn: he deserves better... I told him to focus on his work for now... we haven't talked too much since we broke up... but he's not mad at me... he's... he's such a good person-

Vanessa: and even when he knew you didn't love him he never left your side, he was always there for you... oh he's the perfect boy

Jenn: unfortunately...

Vanessa: oh well, sometimes we love the ones who don't love us and the ones who love us we don't love them, that's how love is you know?

Jenn: a mess -I remembered about something- oh once I told Jason the same exact thing... long ago

Vanessa: see? It's true then, it happens all the time

Jenn: you're right

[Later that day]

Logan: Jenn -he hugged me and I pulled him away.

Jenn: why didn't you tell me how you felt before?