Victimized by love

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Time and time I wonder why I stay a wake, thing I could

find some one to take your place . I write down in my notebook that Eli gave me years ago

honestly I can't do this *balls up paper* .music is not where my head or heart is at . My best friend sleep with the girl i love ,and let me not get started on that bitch ! My life was fine before Eli moved to Atl

She fucked everything up i need a vacation form every thing ,the only people i might be able to trust is Rante but he locked up and Tevin but a nigga ant herd from him since rante got locked up, and that was about a month or two ago .

I don't understand what i did to deserve such a fucked up life ,i mean fuck

I don't know how it happed but i think i cried my self to sleep

Dream-------------

"i don't know about being in a relationship with u que "Eli says

"Eli look I gotcha , I'm not gonna hurt u manly because I love " I reply

" I'm not worried about u hurting me , I'm worried I nigh hurt you" she says but unlike in real life I don't kiss her ,I don't give her my virginity . Because its a dream when i reach for her she shattered into a million pieces.

"Que" she calls my name over and over again but she's no where to be seen, "Que " this time i wake up to tevin handing me a Kleenex to wipe my face.


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