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a/e 2: last attempt

(A/N: This also picks up when Jungkook gets out of the hospital.)

taehyung was happier with jimin, but i was safer with hoseok.

2 years later and hoseok and i were a happy couple. we moved in, got a dog. the works.

but.

taehyung had come back into my life.

we worked at the same place.

there was no escape.

he talked to me with his smooth, deep voice.

i had to resist.

everyday i chanted to myself: 'hoseok loves you. not tae. remember to stay away.'

i chanted it so much sometimes i said it out loud or wrote it down while i was taking orders.

i went to the washroom on my break.

'hoseok loves you. not tae. remember to stay away.'

'what was that about me?'

i'll never forget this moment for as long as i live.

he wrapped his arms around me and talked in his deep, velvet voice.

'tae. i can't. we can't. we are poison to one another. i am happy with hoseok. i... i love him.'

'are you?'

he had a point. i was still broken up over him. hoseok was healing me, but i wasn't sure if i really did love him like i love tae.

until

'isn't he just some loser you picked up anyway? aren't i better than him? i bet my dick is bigger. come on, kookie... i know you still want me.'

he started to leave kisses on my ear and my neck.

'no! no! no, hoseok is so much more than that! how dare you!'

i broke free from his grip and shoved passed him out into the main hall.

'boss! i gotta go. doctors appointment.'

'see you tomorrow!'

i muttered to myself when i left the building. 'probably not.'

i called hoseok when i had stopped running.

i sat on the side of the fountain.

'hoseok. i.. i need to come home. are you still there?'

'yeah, but, what's the problem?'

'i just need to see you.'

i sprinted the rest of the way home.

i blew through the front door and literally jumped onto hoseok's lap.

'woah! what's going on?'

i cried into his shoulder and gave him little kisses on his lips, his neck, shoulder, anywhere i could reach from where i sat.

'tae works at the same place i do. he tried to get me to leave you for him, but... but i told him i love you and...'

i sobbed harder as he carressed me.

'he called you a loser that i just picked up and for a second i thought maybe he was right but... he isn't! he is so, so wrong! you mean so much to me and... without you i'm sure i'd be dead!'

hoseok pulled away for a short second to look me in eyes.

'you love me?'

i nodded slowly. i was sure of how i felt. the look he is giving me at this exact moment. the look he always gives me is the look i am trying to return.

'jungkook, i have been waiting so long to say that i love you. i thought it was too early and you were too broken and that i'd scare you off.'

he pulled me close for a deep, love filled kiss.

'i love you too, jungkook.'

years have passed and hoseok and i are better than ever.

we are talking about getting married and adopting kids or something.

our dog is getting a little old, and maybe kids are exactly what she needs to invigorate herself. make the old young again.

to elaborate:
my name is jeon jungkook.
the best decision i ever made was leaving tae for hoseok.
i can't say dating tae was the worst thing i ever did.
if i didn't, what if hoseok and i never ended up like this?
take chances.
take risks.
do something stupid, even if in the beginning it seems good.
don't be afraid to better yourself.
it can turn around for the better.

obviously.