to him.

20;

Dear, You.

This is the 20th note I've written to you that you won't see.

It's a little crazy and I think I'm obsessed.

Which is something I'm not proud of. But at the same time, it's something to latch onto and keep me going.

You wouldn't really understand, and I'm sorry but that's kind of the truth.

But I don't know how you go along and what keeps you going through the day. So, I really shouldn't just assume, that makes me an idiot.

Sorry.

I know I say sorry alot, but I mean it cause I am kind of unstable and there are so many things to apologise for.

So I'm gonna say sorry one more time before I fall asleep since I've been awake for so long.

Sorry.

From, Me.