Broken Memories

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Chapter five ✳

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Yezmeen p.o.v❇

* Dashawn in the mm.*

"Please stop." i cried as she whipped my back to the point it was bleeding.

"No one will ever love you." she shouted whipping harder.

I was surpised my 5 year old body didn't give up on me. I constantly wonder why my own mother does this to me. maybe she right and i should die but he keeps me going.

My father.

He protects me, he love me, he's teaching me how to be a strong black beautiful women he would tell me that had morals.

"My daddy loves me." i yelled trying to get away.

"And thats the problem you little hoe!"

I gasped as i felt my breathing being cut off.

She was choaking me.

"He loved you more than me... I bet your giving him pussy you hoe. If your gone than he'll fanilly fucking love just me."

I watch as tears fell down her face as she squeezed tighter.

"Yo what the fuck are you doing." i felt my body being drop as i choaked trying to get air.

" S-she was being b-bad." she lied.

My eyes became blurring but i could see my dads tall figure pulling her by her hair," Get the fuck out." he growled."

But i couldn't see them anymore as my eyes started to close. He gently picked me up.

"Babygirl." he said softly as his lips brushed my forehead.

"Daddy" i whispered as i jump out of my sleep.

I felt eyes on me but ignored them as tears brimmed my eyes.

I missed him so much.

I let out a quiet sob as i felt two sets of arms wrapped around me knowing they were nicole and India.

I cried remembering these broken memories.

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"You okay" india asked as we got ready to do this thing with dashawn.

"Yeah" i sighed," just thinking about him again."

"Its going to get easier." Nicole said walking in plopping on the bed that was on the floor.

"I don't want it to get easier.... I just want him back." i mumbled.

"Are you sure your okay to go out, we can just stay here." Nicole asked.

I scrunched my face up." Fuck no. I havent hung with shawn in a lil min if i have to deal with megan than fuck it. "

"That old bitch." india spat.

I laughed.

"That bitch like 30 fucking with shawn ass. Ole cougar monkey looking ass." india stated.

"Bitch you tried it." i laughed.

"Naw but foreal you know she only fuck with him because he got money."

I nooded and sighed.

Dashawn always had a little thing for her. When dashawn turned 15 he started getting money and people started noticing him. By time he was 17 he moved out, got his on crib and kept himself in the freshest shit somewhere along the line megan popped up feeding him shit like how she always was feeling him but the age thing was stopping her from pursing him.

And like most 17 year old boys he thought with the head of his dick and fell for it.

"I wish he could see it." i mumbled

Nicole raised her eyebrow at me," wish he can see that your inlove with him or she using him.

I shrugged." Both". There was no point in dening i love him more than i should.

A honk interrupted our conversation.

"Here the fuck we go." india said.

Alright things starting to pick up ☝

Yezmeen?

Megan and dashawn?

Dashawn grew up fine as shit lol❤✊