Broken Memories

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Chapter fifteen pt 2 ✳

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"Wassup bruh." Daquan greetted his younger brother who sat on the ledge separating heaven from hell.

He look back before turning his head forward." you died on me Da."

He sighed pulling his brother into a long needed hug.

"I know i fucked up, been fucking up." he replied as tears streamed down both their faces

Daquan felt as if there was a way he could have stop his younger brother from going down the same path.

Dieing at the same age.

But he was wrong there situations were totally different.

"You couldn't save me." Dashawn said softly as if he heard his big brothers thoughts.

"I could have at least not left you in that mental state of mind shawn." he denied.

Seeing his crack head mother being put in hands cuffed for killing her son, his brother beacuse he wouldn't give her anymore money fucked him up.

Still fucked him up till this day.

He tried to close that chapter in his life. No one know about it, not his bestfriend, nor the love of his life. That broken memory dead with his brother and was buried with his mother who had life behind bars.

And trapped deep in his mind replaying over and over again.

"Im staying here." dashawn blurted out.

He would stay here, let yezmeen move on with her life and find a man she desevered. Even though it pained him. But she desevered unconditionally love and deep down he knew his fucked up ass couldn't give her that.

She was still pure and he wouldn't tant it.

"Are you fucking dumb?! You have to go back she literally sick with out you." Daquan snapped pulling him in a white room.

Dashawn watch as video's of yezmeen popped up all around them.

Some of her pouring her heart in a toliet seat. Some of her sobbing loudly as their friends try to comfort her. And some of her becoming angry, tiring everything limb from limb. Cleaning, she was cleaning the mess she made sobbing her pretty heart out, cleaning his blood of her.

"Turn it off." he said softly.

But it still played over and over again hurting him to the core.

" Turn it the fuck off!" he snapped as tears sprung out of his eyes.

"Its your choice but just know your the lucky one who gets a big second chance like this, waste it if you want."

He watch as his brother walk to a beautiful beams of light before turning his back to him.

"You comming."

"Yes." he said with alittle hesitation.

She'll get over him and find better.

Daquan shook his head at his stubborn brother but nodded. He couldnt control his choice between life and death.

But he knew that his stubborness was going to be his down fall.

THE END

I kid, i kid but just alitle in site on dashawn history.

His brother? In the mm❤

Did he really truly choice to leave Yezmeen behind in hopes she find another.??

Will she find another!? Shes only 17...