Broken Memories

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Chapter eighteen ✳

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Dashawn p.o.v❇

A year later...

I threw my keys across the room as i sat on the couch. Every fucking day for the last month i've been trying to find a legall job but nobody wants to hire a hood nigga. Shit like this would have me going back to my old ways.

Yezmeen came down the stairs giving me a small smile.

" How it go?" she asked sitting next to me.

"I dont want to talk about it." i mumbled.

"Okay do you want something to eat?"

"Nah my good."

" Alright wel-" i cut her off with the wave of my hand.

"Yezmeen get away from me." i snapped lowly.

"Dashawn i-"

"I said get the fuck out my face! Are you fucking deaf?"

She laughed as tears formed in her eyes before she punched me dead in my shit.

"Honestly shawn go fuck yourself." She said before waliking out the door.

"Fucking bitch." i mumbled pulling out my phone.

To Megan:

Unlocked the door im coming through again.

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"Im so tired of this shit." i cried as india hugged me tight letting me vent," i deal with his shit cause i love him. But he doesn't see it. I dont even know who the fuck he is anymore."

"It's okay yez."

"No its not" i whispered.

He changed and he wasnt the same.

I didn't realize i had fell asleep untill i was woke up by arguing.

" i just told your fuck ass she wasnt here." i heard india snapped.

"She has to be! She anit with nicole so let me fucking see her!" Dashawn voice boomed through the house.

I sighed sitting up looking over the clock seeing it was midnight. We did this shit almost everyday. He breaks my heart alittle more i go to nicole house and cry he cones find me and apologizes and my stupid ass falls for it all the time.

Only thing diffenent is i went to india and Michael house instead.

It was silent for a while before i heard india screaming at him.

"Baby!?" i heard him call as he ran up the stairs.

I sighed curling up to a ball hugging my pillow. Not a mintuie later he came busting in the room.

"You fucking asshole." India spat following him in the room.

"It's fine india" i sniffled.

She looked at me before leaving the room. Dashawn quietly took of his shirt sliding into the bed with me wrapping his hands around.

"I thought you left me foreal this time. I was so scared."

"I should have" i snapped back.

He pulled me against him holding me tighter before kissing my head.

"Im going to do better baby i swear i love you Yezmeen."

A tear fell from my eyes at his words but i didn't belive shit he told me anymore.

"I hate you so fucking much."

"I know but-"

"Dashawn" i whinned as sat their watching him talk to all the middle school girls telling them he couldn't be their partner for the science project.

"His busy." one snapped at me.

He screwed up his face as he pushed her back," dont talk to her like that the fuck is wrong with you? Bounce."

I sniffled a litle and look away frowning.

"Yez-"

"I hate you" i soon took it back," Im sorry i didn't mean it."

He frowned but then grabbed my hand holding it making me blush," i know but I'll spend everyday making sure you love me."

I smiled alittle at the memory but i don't believe it anymore.

Welll damn

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