Broken Memories

§19§

Chapter nineteen ✳

_____________________________

Dashawn p.o.v❇

I watch quietly as yezmeen ate her food its been a couple of days since i came to get her at india house and i could slowly feel her slipping away from me. Im losing her, i cant lose her.

She's my everything.

"Phat." i called softly.

I bite the inside of my cheek as i felt her body tense up.

Maybe cause you haven't called her that in a year but bitch instead.

"Yeah?"

"I got an interview today at a art gallery in the city." i told her with a small smile.

"That's great i know how much you love art work." she laughed softly at my unspoken talent.

I frowned alittle moving closer," Can you please look at me love."

I know i caused her pain these past months but im going change. Back to the old me, the one she loves with a few improvements added.

She look up at me and i softly grab her face kissing her. Something we haven't did in months.

Yezmeen haven't gave me her virginity yet and i was fine with it cause in all honest i didn't deserve it.

She pulled away resting her forehead against mine.

"I love you Yezmeen."

"You dont " she replied back harsly.

I bite my lip closing my eyes bringing her closer to me." Yes i do. I'm going to make up for what I've done to your heart baby. I was just so angry at you." i told her truthfully.

I watch as tears wealmed up in her eyes.

"I didnt do nothing to you." she cried.

"I know that now baby i just felt like you were trying to make me into something im not when you threaten to leave me if i didn't get out the game. And when i couldn't find a job i was even more frustrated with you because you started paying for things like i couldn't take care of you. Like you didn't force me out of the game. But i was wrong baby i was so wrong and i know that now i swear I'll make you love me like you used to."

She cried loudly into my chest as i wrapped my arms around her.

She was young and naive and i always used that shit to my advantage when she would leave cause i knew if i anit go after her she wouldn't come back.

But i will fight to keep yezmeen at all cost, it time to grow up and cut the petty shit out because i honestly dont want to hurt her nomore.

"I hate you sooo much shawn." she sobbed.

A few tears slip out my eyes but ignored it pulling her ontop of me to where she was on my lap.

"I know love" i kissed her head," i know.

"You hurt me so much the reason why i dont give you my virginity is beacuse you cheat!" she yelled pushing me away hitting my chest weakly.

My whole body froze.

What? I-

"Yez-"

"You cheat on me i know you do" she sobbed slapping me getting up.

"Pha-"

She cute off throwing a pillow at me pacing the room.

"I hate it! They way she smiles knowing she has you physically wrapped around her finger and now maybe emotionally." she cried fisting her hair.

"Lov-"

"And you fucking let her do it, you fucking let her!"

I caught her hand that was flying towards my face and grabbed her flipping her on her back.

I quickly ripped her shirt in half and pulled down her shorts doing the only thing i knew that would calm her down.

"I hate youuu." she moaned grabbing onto my head.

*

*

*
"I love you" i mumbled kissing my way back up once i was down.

She looked at me through her droopy eyes before kissing me softly.

"I l-love you." and just like that she was out.

Once she was sleep i kissed her forehead grabbing my keys off the dresser. I had business to handle.

Shawn cheating orrrr?

Yezmeen little melt down?

❤