Dearest His Words [Kohnnie]

3 - Kyles POV

(A/N I'm addicted to Johnnies new song and I'm actually listening to it while I right this chapter...ihaveitonrepeat!)

"M-Meghan?" I slowly squeak. I wasn't even sure if this was reality. It felt like a dream, but at the same time a horrid nightmare!

"Oh! Uh, hi Kyle." Meghan got up and hugged me. That just made what I was planning on doing even harder. Gee thanks a lot Meghan....

"Can I talk to you. In private." I sighed. Looking her in the eyes, a dead serious look on my face.

"W-what?" She was taken aback by the sternness in my voice. I felt like someone was about to rip my heart out, I almost wished someone would. I knew it would be hard to do this, but at the same time I knew I would be EXTREMELY happy where I would be.

"Ummm, lets go." I look down at my feet and then at Johnnie and Alex. Alex seemed to be crying. Appears he got it done fast and right in the middle of sheer pandemonium! I sighed.

Meghan followed me out of the cafeteria. "Where are we going, love? Confusion filled her tone of voice. I stop.

"Here..." I look at her intently. "I love J-Johnnie. I need to break up with you. IM REALLY SORRY." I wanted to punch myself. Wow, I'm breaking up with my girlfriend who I still love very much for a boy..."I'm sorry."

"WHAT THE FUCK KYLE?!" She slapped me. I deserved that. Her face was tear soaked in the matter of 10 seconds. "I thought you would stay with me forever! You lying fucking man WHORE!" She spat furiously.

I cried. Anger in her eyes as well as pain. Her face suddenly softened.

"Oh my god Kyle." She stared at my red cheek. "I-I hit you...." She backed up.

"What is wrong with me. I'm a terrible person. What the fuck." She quietly tore herself apart.

"Stop. Don't. I will always be your best friend! Just because this is the end of our dating relationship, doesn't mean we can't be friends!" I hug her to my chest. "Meghan." I whisper.

"I'm sorry Kyle."

"Don't be. I should be. I am..." I let go. "I need to go." I slowly sauntered off. Mixed emotions welled up inside of me. I wanted to scream. Scream at the top of my lungs. I wanted to scream what have I done?!

I walk into the lunch room. Johnnie looks at me, his face stained with tears, just as mine was.

"J-Johnnie." I say once I reach him.

"Alex never wants to see me again." He sobs into my shoulder.

"Well you can hang out with me and Meghan. We are friends still. I rub my cheek with out realization.

"Kyle?" Johnnie asks me, concerned.

"Why are you rubbing your cheek? Pull your hand away." I obey.

"Oh. Okay. I thought she maybe slapped you." He sighed calmly.

"Oh." The red mark must've faded. I'm glad for that. He doesn't need to know she hit me. I know it's rude keeping secrets. But this is for the better.

"Let's go." He grabs my hand and smiles. "To Science!"

"To science!" I repeat, locking eyes with him. "I have to go to my locker to get my stuff. I'll see you in class." I say waving towards my locker.

"SEE YA!" He waves goodbye to me.

"Hey." I hear a voice. I don't look up right away. I continue grabbing my stuff. The person taps my shoulder, "hello?"

I look up. Meghan.