Fat.

Chapter 3

As soon as we got dropped off by larry, we went inside. We saw a man with a black hoodie on.

"Hey seydi" he said

"Hi..... Justin?" She said confused.

"Yes it's me justin I just hate the paps and them always around me. But I guess that's what I get for wanting to be famous." He said.

"Don't put your self down Justin you have an amazing life. Your so young and you have your whole future ahead of you" seydi said trying to cheer him up.

"Yea and your not bad looking either" I said quietly.

He looked up and smiled. "Your not bad your self " he said seductively. " what's your guys names?" He added.

"This is olly and Osiris" she said with a lovely smile.

"Nice to meet you olly and Osiris." Justin said.

Oh my God ! Justin told me hi. Don't faint olly it's ok. Don't faint. If you faint you fall and they will have to carry you. And you know it's hard to carry you. Don't faint !! I keep telling my self that as he said " let's go inside shall we?"

"Sure" seydi and Osiris said.

And with that we went inside the house.

" so Justin how was the vmas?" Osiris asked as he opened the door to reveal 5 boys just sitting there. As soon as Justin opened the door they all turned to look who was coming over.

" it was amazing. Osiris" he said.

"I umm, can I use it bathroom justin?" I asked quickly.

"Sure first door to the left"

"Thanks."

And with that I walked fast to the bathroom. An opened the door and went inside, turned on the light and closed the door locking it. I just stared into the mirror looking at my self disgusted at how fat I'm. I can't believe one direction is here.

OH MY GOD!

Why did I come. Why was I born. Why am I so fat. So overweight.

I guess some time passed by as someone knocked on the door.

"Olly are you ok?" Seydi and Osiris said.

"Open the door olly please." Osiris said.

"Olly please open up your scaring me." Seydi said worried.

I knew why they were worried. They know I do self harm. They know about the heart I carved in my leg. I just love The way the blade kisses my skin and marks me.

Both girls rushed in and closed the door locking it.

"What's wrong?" Osiris asked.

"Why are you in here?" Seydi asked.

"Guys calm down I'm not doing that. Relax. I'm just scared. The boys are here. Harry, liam, Louis, zayn, and most of all Niall. I said looking down at my hands.

"Olly it's ok." I hear Osiris telling me as I feel seydi rub smooth circles on my back.

" I just I don't know what to do. I'm all fat and they are all just so perfect."

"Olly don't feel bad just be positive..." Seydi said until something cut her off.

* knock knock*

"Is everything ok in there." I hear Justin say.

"Yes i just felt a little sick that's all Justin" I told him.

"Can I come in" he said.

"Yea, just let me unlock the door."

"Do you need anything medicine, pads, or tum tums? It's cool you can tell me I grew up with my mum and grandparents."

"No Justin, it's not that I just felt a little woozy. Right seydi and Osiris."

I say looking at them.

"Yea she didn't eat." Seydi said

"That's why she feels woozy." Osiris said backing her story up.

What are these girls doing. I don't wanna look even more fat then I'm.

But all I thought was why.