Fat.

chapter 15

I woke up at the hospital confused hurt.

"Guys shes awake." I hear Liam say.

"Olly !" I hear my two best friends say.

"Where am I?" I said looking lost as I could barely opening my eyes.

"Guera your at the hospital." I heard my brother say.

"Can you guys give me some time with my sister please." My brother asked. Everyone shook their head yes and left.

"Wait don't leave Osiris and seydi." I said.

"You guys can stay." My brother said.

Zayn looked back and smiled, he closed the door behind him.

"Guera why would you hurt your self?" He said disappointed looking at the ground In the chair next to me.

"You cut your self!?" Osiris and seydi said at the same time.

"Why would you do it again?" Seydi said.

My brother looked up quickly when seydi said again.

"Again!? How long have you been doing this guera?!" He yelled.

"Since middle school." I told him squeezing my eyes shut.

"Why would you do this guera?" He asked with tears in his eyes.

"I was just being made fun of and I was depressed all the time. Especially since mum and dad for divorced and he didn't let me see her. He told me all these bad things about mum."

"What did he tell you about mum?" He said grabbing my hand an kissing it.

"He told me how she didn't love me or jr. And how she only wanted his money." I said crying.

Osiris and seydi grabbed my other hand and tightly squeezed it with tears in their eyes.

I never really told them about my mum. I never really liked talking about my mum it brings tears to my eyes. I always wanted to see my mum. I always wondered how she is and stuff. I know that all those things my dad told me weren't true. He just hated her and he hated how much I looked like my mum.

"Guera all those things aren't true about mum."

"I know Stephen, I want to see mum so bad. I miss her. I want to hug mum and hold her."

"Is that why you never talk about your mum?" Seydi asked.

I nodded my head in agreement.

"I'm so sorry." Both of my best friends said crying.

"Guera ill make you a deal. Promise me you won't cut anymore and I promise you that you will meet mum." He said smiling.

I started crying even more. Having the thought of seeing my mum again in years. It brings me to joy. I miss her so much.

Seydi,Osiris, and Stephen all came in for a group hug.

"I promise I won't cut again." I whispered to them.

I felt my brother shake.

I let go of Osiris and seydi and looked at my brother.

"Stephen !?" I yelled.

My brother was having an attack.

"Help !" I yelled.

"Call someone!" I yelled

Seydi and Osiris just stood there in shock they couldn't move. They could barely move their mouths.

The boys rushed in and saw my brother having an attack.

"Help ! Please!" I said crying holding my brother for dear life.

One of the boys ran out to get nurses.

"What's wrong !?" I hear a nurse say.

"My brother ! Help! Please!" I said crying.

The nurse quickly came and got my brother and laid him on the ground making his head tilt to the side. The nurse quickly got out her phone and called for doctors.

Soon the room was filled with nurses and a doctor. They took my brother away from me.

"My brother ! What's wrong with him!" I said as I started to rip off all the cords off of me and tried to get up.

"Olly wait ! Don't !" I hear Zayn say.

"Owww!" I say slowly getting up from the bed and started walking.

"Olly stop !" Lou said.

Luckily I'm a stubborn fat girl. So I don't listen.

"Get out of my way my brother Is not ok !" I yelled.

"Olly ill go check up on him. Just go back to bed." I hear Niall say.

"No now move!" I said getting angry.

"Olly please go I bed." Harry said.

"No more nice Olly." I said as I pushed them out of my way.

As I started to walk the bottom of my stomach started to hurt but I didn't care my brother was ill.

I couldn't take it anymore. I dropped to the floor and started crying.

The boys and my best friends started to run to me.

"Go away !" I said with tears in my eyes.

"Nurse !" I heard someone yell.

Nurses came to me and tried to get me up. It took a few strong nurses to get me up. Yes I'm really that fat.

As soon as I got up the pain from my stomach hurt even more. I couldn't handle it anymore. I ......

just........ blacked out.