Fat.

Chapter 20

I wake up still tired and took a look at my celly. Everyone was happy that I was getting out of the hospital today.

My brothers said they would be here before I wake up. Today I woke up earlier then I would have. The time shows that its 4:15am

Maybe I should go back to sleep. It's way to early.

I woke up again a bit hurt but it wasn't a physical kind of hurt it was an emotional kind of hurt. The doctors words played in my head.

"You could die. You could die. You could die."

I guess I really have to stop with all the junk food. But I don't want to. I just love food so much. I don't know what to do. How do I even tell my brother or best friends?

I checked my celly to see what time it was. Bloody hell ! It's only 6:27 am. I don't feel tired. I just want to see my brother. Should I try to sleep again? Or should I just stay up?

I decide to stay up and read fan fictions. Every one on twitter and tumblr keep talking about "Dark." Is it really that good? Well it has to be. I go and try to find the link for it and I finally find it. As I start reading I start to feel weird. So I stop reading it.

Don't get me wrong i like the story but it's weird to picture Harry like that.

I try to read the "99 days without you." I feel my self wanting to know why he did it. Why and why? That's all I think about when I read the story. I'm not a full on Larry is real kind of directioner but I do ship Harry and Louis as a bromance because that's what it is. And nothing more.

I finish the story. I feel all empty and sad. I can't believe he did that. It's cute yet sad. I wonder if they actually feel like killing them selfs. Oh God I hope not.

I hear someone come inside my room.

"Stephen!?" I yell.

"No love it's me." I hear the man say.

Why is he here I mean I don't mind but I wanted to see my brother.

"Um-"

"I just wanted to see you. I was excited that you were. Finally getting out of the hospital today."

"Harry don't you have to be somewhere else?"

"Kinda but I wanted to see you. And I have some good news!"

"What is it Harry?"

"We'll, Osiris and Seydi told me that you love Ed Sheeran-"

"No-"

"Omg don't tell me-" I said trying not to cry.

"Well I was just going to say that he's one of my best mates." He says smiling showing his dimples.

"Oh-"

"And that I got us tickets to see him on his next concert. With VIP passes !"

I couldn't hold it longer. I started to cry. I had absolutely loved and adored Ed. He is my idol. I just love everything about him. His voice,the way he dresses, his laugh, ugh just him in general.

Harry comes to my side and hugs me. Rubbing smooth circles on my back.

"What did you do to my sister !?" I hear my brother say furiously as he walks into the room.

"No mate it's not like that-" Harry says removing his hands from my fat body and backing up.

"Stephen !" I screamed still crying.

He quickly came to my side and hugged me.

"Why are you crying guera? What did he say? I'm going to kill you !" He says looking at Harry at the last part.

"Stephen he got me tickets to see my favourite singer." I say

"That's great. He says kissing my cheek. I thought he hurt you." He said sighing.

He looks at Harry and tells him "I'm sorry man, she's my only little sister. And I care about her."

Harry looks at Stephen "it's ok mate, I understand." He says with a smile again showing his dimples.

I start laughing. And Harry and Stephen look at me like I'm crazy.

I just really love my brother. I love how he's protective over me and how he knows when to give me my space. I loved how he used to call me his little worm just like my mum did, but he stopped. I don't know why. But I just missed it.

"Hey Steve?" I say looking up at him.

"Yea guera?" He says wiping my tears away with his thumbs.

"Why did you stop calling me your little worm ?" I ask innocently.

"I don't know. I just thought you grew out that little nickname."

"But I loved it when you called me that. It reminds me of the good times."

"But guera, your not my little worm-"

he said with tears in his eyes.

"Them what am I?"

"Your my little butterfly. Mi pequeña mariposa."

I smiled and started to cry again.

"I want to leave now, can we go." I say looking at Harry and Stephen.

"I'll go sign the paper work you get ready." He says leaving.

"Sorry about that Harry." I say getting out of the bed.

"It's ok love, he's your brother I understand."

"I still can't believe that I'm going to see Ed fucken Sheeran ! Bloody hell ! Wow I'm so excited ! This day has been so brill ! Well except for one thing." I say under my breath on the last part.

"What was that love?"

"Oh nothing-" I said.