Fat.

Chapter 46

ok so tere, seydi, osiris, and mireya want me to update like badly so yea here it goes....

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Olly's p.o.v

" Niall babe." i whined again. He was making me try another bathing suit.

this one was a two piece. The top was like a designed like a bow. The color being a light aqua blue. My favorite color.

The bottoms was a regular bikini bottoms.

"Cmon babe you promised." he said pushing me into the changing stalls. He kissed me on the cheek right before he closed the door.

i huffed in deafeat.

i quickly changed into the bikini my lovely boyfriend picked out for me.

slipping off my regular clothes off and putting on the swim .

I looked at my self in the mirror. I felt disgusted with my body. I feel so fat. Gosh i sound like a white girl.

But i cant help but feel like im no good for Niall. He could have anyone in the world, any beautiful, curvy, funny girl in the world ad he picked me.

Should i feel lucky that he wants me?

I want to feel happy but looking down at my horrible body, i feel sad. All my scars. All those times that my blade gentely kissed my skin.

All these battle scars. All the times i have fought with my self. All those times i just wanted to give up on life.

These scars dont look they are ever going to go away. All those years of people bullying me. How come they pick on me?

Will i ever love my self the way Niall loves me?

I doubt it.

So many scars. I dont want him to see me like this.

I dont think im ever going to change.

How could i feel proud of my self.

Im just in war with love. Love for me.

"Olly are you done?" I heard Niall ask.

"Umm yeah, but i dont want to come out side."

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Niall's P.O.V

"Open the door love."

I heard her unlock the door.

I opened the door, watching the girl i love in tears.

How could she be crying? She looks absolutely breath taking in that bathing suit.

i walked in the changing room and closed the door behind us.

" Love why are you crying?" i asked worriedly.

I wrapped my arms around her shaking body.

" I hate the way i look." she said quietly.

What is she talking about? She looks amazing in that bathing suit.

" What are you talking about? You look absolutely perfect." I said pulling away a bit and looking straight into her big chocolate brown eyes.

"My battle scars." She said.

" How could you love a monster like me? Im just a broken girl."

i couldnt take it anymore. I hate seeing her hate her self.

Her flaws make her even beautiful.

I never wanted a perfect girl.

Perfect is so boring.

"Babe you listen to me, ever since i laid my eyes on you, you took my heart."

"excuse me only one person in-"

"JUST A MINUTE !" I yelled.

I looked at Olly. Her eyes are glossy.

" I honestly dont know why you did that," i said picking up her arm.

"But that was in the past. I promise you i wont let anything hurt you. You stole my heart. I love you. And only you. You have my heart. You own my heart. Those battle scars are apart of you. Your flaws make you even more beautiful. Please babe, your the most beautiful thing in the world. Nothing compares to you. Please just-"

"Sir only 1 person in-"

" I GET IT ONE PERSON AND I TOLD YOU ONE MINUTE ! "

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Olly's P.O.V

There was tears falling down my fat cheeks. Niall actually loves me for me and not my body.

How could i be so stupid.

"ok." I said hugging him.

"Please believe me love." Niall said hugging me back and kissing the crown of my head.

"Ok Niall i believe you. Now cmon lets buy this and go to the beach." i said kissing his lips.

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Me and Niall walked hand in hand towards the beach. We bought some sunblock, i really wasnt looking forward to geting a sunburn.

" There you guys are !" Louis screamed.

"Yeah well i wanted to buy Olly a new bathing suit." Niall said wraping his strong arms around me.

"Well doesn't someone look dashing?" Harry said from behind louis.

"Thanks." I said shyly.

"OMG YOU LOOOK LOVELY!" El said squealing.

"Thanks El." I said smiling at her.

"Cmon love lets go take a walk." Niall said kissing my cheek.

"How cliché." I said sticking my tounge out at him.

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"So." Niall said biting his bottom lip.

"yeah?" I said looking at him still walking at the shore of the beach hand in hand.

"Did you think I didn't love you?" Niall asked.

"Of course I do." I said stoping right in front of him and pecking him on the lips.

" I just always wondered why me? What made you fall for me? I was a nobody, well I still am a nobody. But, seriously why me? Whats so special about me?" I said.

" Honestly whats not to love." Niall said holding my body close to his.

" I love you Niall."

" I love you too Olly."

and with that Niall smashed his soft rose petal like lips on mine.

His lips molded with mine. Our kiss was so passionate.

Iam the most luckiest girl in the world.

Dam how this boy has made me fall so hard for him.

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