Emison: There's beauty in the beast

Am I'm ready for this?

Emily's pov

It's been a day since I stopped Ali from commitmenting suicide, I'm glad that I did but I feel like I've fully committed myself to her and I don't know if I'm ready for that I'm usually down for random hook ups but now I'm in love and I don't know if I can change i really want to but it will be hard and I don't wanna just drop everything for one girl, one relationship which might not even last, furthermore i don't even know why I'm thinking ahead I don't even know if she likes me or not. I need to get to school before I'm late not that I care but a part of my wants to see Alison. After 20 minutes of driving I finally arrive at school I see Hanna at the school gates so I locked my car and decided to go talk to her since the bell goes in like 2 minutes I wanna know why she's willing to be late.

Hanna's pov

I was standing outside the school gates waiting for Alison she usually gets to school before me most of the time she will be late for 3rd or 4th period. I was about to start walking towards my car so I could go to Alison's, yes I would ditch school for her. As I was gonna start walking i saw Emily getting out of her car I decided to wait for her to see if she knows where Ali is, I guess she wanted to see me to since when she saw me she locked her car and ran up to me.

"Hi er Han what are you doing here, the bell goes in a minute now" an out of breath Emily says to me.

"I was waiting for Ali she hasn't arrived yet " I explain to her.

As I said that her whole face expression changes, she looks worried? Before I got to say anything she's already dragging me towards her car and tells me we need to get to Alison's as soon as possible.
She's driving down the roads like I maniac "what is going on! You are going to crash" I shouted at her. It took her about 5 minutes to explain what happened with Alison yesterday and now I'm screaming at her to drive faster not caring about whether or not we crash.

Finally, we arrive at Alison's I ran up to her door and knocked as loud as we could.

Jason's pov

I was about to throw on a tshirt as I heard the door knock so I just decided to run down and answer it quickly. To my surprise it was Emily and Hanna. "Girls aren't you supposed to be at school?" I asked surprised, I was not expecting them to show up especially not Emily anyway.

"Well I was waiting for Ali but she never showed up and after Emily told me about the Ali incident yesterday we got worried and rushed her" Hanna said trying to catch her breath back

"What incident with Alison!?" I almost screamed at them

"Well er Alison you know was feeling suicidal and erm she wanted to kill herself but I stopped her" Emily stuttered out

This cannot be happening, I knew she was depressed but I never knew it was this bad.

"Girls go back to school I will talk to her" I say trying to process what Emily has just said

"No" Emily blurted out

Emily's pov

I didn't come all this way just to get sent back to school.
I know that I am ready to confess to Alison that I love her I know that it's not the right time but maybe it's something she wants to hear.

"Please just let me go talk to her" I pleaded, I couldn't leave without seeing her.

"Fine hurry up, you go to Hanna" jason said even though I wanted to be alone with her.

"Erm can I maybe get some food i think Emily needs to talk to her alone " thank god for Hanna being Hanna.

I ran upstairs having no idea which room was Alison's well it shouldn't be hard finding out which rooms her since it pratically says 'Ali's room'

"Emily please leave I'm sorry for yesterday you don't need to be there for me because you feel sorry" She looked up at me with those sad little eyes and I just wanted to hold her in my arms.

I know for once in my life I am making the right decision, I hope. I'm not going to leave.

"Look Alison this may or may not be what you want or need to her right now but I think I'm in love with you, I've never felt this way towards anyone before. I know you aren't happy and you need help but everyone comes with baggage please let me be the one that saves you" by the time I could even finish what I was saying I realised I was crying.

Alison's pov

Sitting here watching this girl pour her heart out made me realise 1 thing, I love her. I know I can't be with her it will be to hard I don't want her to get bullied for dating me even though she looks like a bad ass.
By the time I get the words out of my mouth I started crying
"I'm sorry Emily but I can't do this right now, please leave"
She stood up I guess she isn't worth being in love with but to my surprise she walked towards my bed and just held me in her arms.
We've been in the same position for about an hour or two I just wanted to stay here for ever but to ruin the moment Hanna and Jason had to walk in.

"OMG ARE YOU GUYS DATING!?"she screamed at us.

"No we aren't " I explain to her

"Oh thank god, no offence Emily"

"Sorry to ruin this moment but Emily and Hanna have to go to school" my big brother says

"Oh yeah well I guess I should go now" Emily got up kissed my forehead and then walked out with Hanna tagging along.

Jason was about to talk but I knew they would have told him about what happened yesterday so I just told I needed to sleep thank god he left, my mind is finally at peace for once but I know it won't last.

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Sorry if there's any spelling mistakes or anything I can't be bothered to proof read it.
Well I feel proud of myself for updating anyway