Emison: There's beauty in the beast

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Emily's pov

I guess Alison went home with Hanna yesterday I tried calling her but she just declined ugh I bet this is Paige's fault why did she have to show up? Not that I didn't enjoy last night we may or may not of had sex, I do feel kinda guilty though but if I'm not gonna get what I want from Alison might aswell just get it from paige since she is here now. I mean I am in love with Alison but I don't even know where I'm going with this why is life so confusing!? After I brushed my teeth and showered I got dressed and wrote a note for her 'I've headed to school, last night was a mistake but whatever bye see you later - Em x' I don't know why I put a x at the end at some point of my life I was in love with her after all we did date for a year and all and one that she just got up and left and didn't return all she sent was one letter telling me she's sorry and the other bullshit and that she had moved to London, after she left me I just went completely wild I mean I was a bitch/queen bee anyway but when she left I started hooking up with girls everyday, I barely went school, most of the time I was getting drunk to numb the pain but thanks to Cece she helped me through it and some how mended my broken heart but I turned bitchier(is that even a word?oh well) then Alison Dilaurentis came into my life since then I have softened I don't know what kind of effect she has on me but whatever it is it's killing me, I know that I can only show my kind side when I'm alone with her i don't wanna be kicked of the throne of being queen bee I love her and all but I don't know what I'm feeling I want to hold her and protect but at the same time I want to be this big bad bitch that doesn't fall in love it's like my heart and brain are at war. I know that I can't let everyone know I'm in love with Alison, I told Cece because I trust her but if everyone finds out some other girl will become queen bee of Rosewood High and in no way in hell am I letting that happen, but no matter what I will try to show her still that I do care.
I've finally arrived at school and to my surprise Alison is here I tried to walk away so she didn't see me but Maya had to call out Alison which made her turn around. Let's just hope she doesn't know I'm in love with Alison I did last time chase after her outside of school but the bell had just gone there was barely anyone in the halls yet and well Alison did show up to my house crying but they probably just thought it was a one time fuck but she thought it meant more than that.

Alison's pov

I was standing at my locker with Hanna and Spencer waiting for Aria to come. We was just talking about our English homework Mr Fitz had set well mostly me and Spencer was talking about it she was filling me in since I hadn't been in for at least 2 days while Hanna on the other hand was complaining that she wants pizza, I only known Hanna for a while but I honestly do love her already she's like my soul mate but as in a friend not a lover.
As we was just talking I heard a girl call my name
"Alison!"
I turned around and saw that it was one of the girls I saw at Emily's I don't know her name though to her left Emily was standing there staring at me like something was going to happen.
A group of people have already crowded around us. What the hell?
I didn't reply to the girl when she called my name and before I knew it she was standing in front of me.

"Look who it is the girl who showed up to Emily's crying, do you honestly think Em cares about you? It was probably just a one time fuck but if you haven't fucked the only reason she's being nice to you is so she can get in your pants" she says glaring at me earning oo's and some laughs from the larger crowd that has been formed around us

That honestly hurt like a bullet to the chest.
Before I could say anything Hanna did

"Listen up bitch, I don't know who you think you are but don't go around talking to her like that I will rip your weave out" Hanna says, I can't believe she is actually standing up for me.

"Get your fat ass out of here hefty Hanna" did Emily seriously just say that

"Em-" I started talking but as soon as I did she gave me a 'don't' look seriously don't want? Call her out for saying that to Hanna? Don't mention that just yesterday she was comforting me on her sofa? I honestly can't believe her.

"Aw see look I told you so queen bee Em over here doesn't give a crap about you and you know it so I advice you to stay away from her you little freak, awe look it looks like your about to cry you can't run to little emmy over here can you, you worthless, waste of spa-"

Before she could finish the rest of her sentence I ran of crying making my way through the crowd while everyone chanted 'cry baby' including Emily that truly just killed me inside , why am I so vulnerable!? I should have never believed that the QUEEN BEE would actually be there for me. Finally I reached the girls bathroom I sat down and just cried until my vision became blury and my eyes hurt like hell how did my life turn out so wrong. After a few minutes Hanna appeared in the bathroom and slid against the wall beside me wrapping her arms around me pulling me into her warm embrace.

Hanna's pov

I honestly could not believe that happened, who knew high school would be such a disgusting environment. Who does Maya think she was saying all that she doesn't know what's about to hit her, well neither do I but whatever Spencer will figure something out to get them back. I didn't know Emily could be so melicious, she knows Ali is depressed but she does it anyway she played with Ali's emotions like it was a game.
I couldn't find the right words to say to Ali so I just wrapped my arm around her and held her closely.
I'm surprised Emily or the rest of her group didn't follow us in here I guess they went lesson since we do have a big exam today in History I'm missing it but right now Ali is more important than a piece of paper. After 15 minutes Alison starts talking, not much but at least it's something I guess,
"It hurts Han" she whispered trying to hold back the rest of her tears from rolling

"What does?" Wow classic Hanna, I thought to myself I already know what she's going to say.

But she doesn't say anything she just points to her heart, which I knew she was going to say well she did an action but still I was right. I couldn't do this anymore I'm not going to sit here and watch my her fall apart like this I stood up and pulled Ali up with me, I pratically had to drag her out of the bathroom so we could go find Spencer to see if she's came up with something to get Maya back.

No - ones pov

As Alison and Hanna searched around for Spencer, after 5 minutes they gave up and decided to just give up and leave school sending a quick message to Spencer telling her they searched for her but clearly didn't succeed and to meet back at Hanna's on before heading out of school. Before they knew it Ali and Hanna was spreaded out on Hanna's bed drifting of to sleep, Emily on the other hand had was sat in class replaying the past event over and over again in her mind.

Emily's pov

God I screwed up, honestly I didn't need to get involved there was no reason for me to say anything to Hanna, I mean she was fat before well that ain't even the point I stood there in front of Alison and said that to Hanna and while Maya was saying that crap I didn't even tell her to just drop it I even could of just said it wasn't worth it but no I didn't. I even joined in on calling her cry baby, wait fuck it I'm queen bee I don't need Alison I can get anyone I want I'm Emily Fields but then again I don't want anyone else but Alison. I can tell myself i don't need her but in reality I do she brings out a different side in me, I need to make a choice Alison or Popularity?
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I just finished writing this and it's 4:02 am I don't even think the chapter is long? I should be asleep since I've got school soon but still I hope you enjoy the chapter.
I haven't reread it to check for good grammar and that so sorry.