Emison: There's beauty in the beast

I'm sorry

This chapter is just going to be in Emily's pov

Emily's pov

I finally grew a pair and decided to talk to Alison.

Right after school I'm gonna talk to her hopefully she'll be on her own if not then this will have to wait another day all the words left unsaid are tearing us apart.

I'm currently sitting in maths and guess who I'm seated next to, Hanna. Maybe I should start of with saying sorry to her first it might not be enough but atleasts its  something

"Hanna" I whispered

"What?" She muttered back

"I'm sorry Han for everything" my voice full of regret.

"Sorry won't change what happened" she says trying to contain the tears that threaten to fall

"Please let me explain i-"

"Miss Fields be quite or leave the classroom!" Mr Grant shouts

Well since he gave me a choice I got up and left. I finally nearly got the chance to say a full apology to Hanna and he had to go and ruin it. Not fully  looking where I was going I clumsily bumped into a girl who clearly also wasn't looking where she is going.

"What's it with you and bumping into me?" I laugh out when I notice who it was.

"Sorry" she says blankly

"No Ali it should be me apologising I know it might not be enough but I'm sorry"

"You hurt me Emily" she croaks out

"Please don't cry, I don't want to be the reason you cry I want to be the reason you always have a smile on your face and the reason why you're always laughing" I plead

"Why are you talking to that freak?" A voice from behind me says

"Maya just go I don't want to deal with you right now" I say trying to contain my anger

"Whatever" she mumbles as she walks past me

"Why do you do that?" Ali asks

"Do what?" I reply baffled

"One minute you act nice and then the next you act like I don't mean anything to you and you're just a plain bitch and now here you are talking to me again" she explains

"I'm sorry" is all that I could get out

"It was never my intentions to hurt you" I add on

"I thought you was different but you're exactly what Hanna described you as. I don't get why I'm in love with you I want to hate you but I can't! And it's killing me I'm trying really hard all that's on my mind is YOU it's keeping me up at night but you broke my heart before I even got the chance to even get to be with you! Not that I would have ever got the chance to be with you" she says tears streaming down her face

Not even realising the bell has gone and all the students rushing past I just blurt out "I'm in love with you Alison Dilaurentis" No control over my voice. Even though there's a load of people here in the moment she's the only one I see.