Kill For Love

chapter 7

Maddison's POV
Its been 3 hours since i last talked to any other human being. My mom went out with Andrew and im alone in my house watching Tom an Jerry. I turned off my phone after about 100 text messages between alex and Conner. I didnt want to talk to anyone. I know that my friends are hiding something from me. We always tell each everything and i mean anything. Its like they think that im not strong enough to know what their hiding. Ughhh i just remembered i have to go to the wedding tomorrow. Great that means i have to go get a dress today. Unfortunately that means i have to get out of bed get dress and go interact with people. I turned my phone on and saw i had 200 text messages 53 miss calls and 17 voicemails all from conner and alex only like 4 text messages from carly and 13 missed calls from Grayson. Oh well . I texted my dad asking what were the colors for the wedding.
The colors are white and baby blue-dad
Ok thanks-me
I put some jeans on with a crop top and threw my hair in a bun. I grabbed my phone and keys and locked the front door.
"Going somewhere" he said
I probably jumped 15 feet in the air"Holy crap, you scared the hell out of me, why are you here?" I asked him.
"You werent answering my calls i was getting worried"Conner responded.
"Well im ok so bye" i walked away. I heard his footsteps following me but i chose not to turn around. I clicked the button to unlock my car but it wasnt working so i had to stick my key in the door. I didnt hear him anymore so I turned around.
Oh my baby jesus
I came face to face with his beautiful lips. He was standing so close all i had to do was go on my tippy toes and lean foward.
Do it do it do it
My mind chanted. I swear i stopped breathing.
"Why are you still here?" I asked looking up slightly.
"I wanted to come with you" he responded.
"What if i didnt want you to come "
God im sorry but whay we just said was real dirty . I laughed mentally."Well then babe your out of luck cause i follow you everywhere" he put his hands on my hips and pushed me,against the car.
Oh...my...gawd....what the hell is he doing. Inhale exhale inhale exhale come on madison breath.
"Wh-what are you doing" i whispered.
He smiled. " i like the fact that i can make you feel the same exact way you make me feel" he whispered
"And how do i make you feel" i was trying to ignore how he looked. Trust me, the way he was looking at me just made me want to jump his bones but... no i hate him.
"You make me feel...alive" he kissed my ear, giving it a little nibble. I shivered. This has to stop.
"Your not coming with me" i cant have him in the car with me. Are you serious it would be so weird.
"I'll come with you whenever you want" he smiled
"Ewww your so nasty, oh my god. Your not gonna accompany in my car." I chose my words carefully.
"Come on why not"
"Because i dont want you here with me. I dont like you or anyone right now."i looked away. I saw the old married couple on their porch holding hands laughing with each other. I smiled. I want that someday.
"Thats gonna be us" he smiled looking towards the couple.
"In your dreams" i laughed finally getting into my car. I heard the passenger door open and in came Conner smiling.
"If were together in my dreams then i would never want to wake up"
I laughed " that was cheesy"
"Only for you babe" he laughed
At the mall
I walked into forever 21 looking for either a baby blue dress or a white dress.
"Ok so you can either stay with me and stay quite or go walk around and meet me up at the car around 4" i looked at him.
"Im staying with you" he smiled
My heart melted. Why did i feel this way?
"Ok" i turned around so he wouldn't see my smile.
I saw a lot of dresses but none caught my eye. I was getting frustrated until i saw it.It was mid thigh. A beautiful white dress. "Im gonna try this one on, wait for me here" i told conner.
"Why cant i come with you into the dressing rooms" he whined. I thought about it. "Ok lets go" i smiled. He looked surprised.
"Are you serious?" He smiled real big.
" yeah come on" i started walking. I looked at the lady who worked in the dressing rooms.
"Sorry sir but you cant go back there unless your trying something on" she was checking him out.
"Im going in with my girlfriend, shes trying on a dress, and i want to see it but i dont want the other guys to see her cause i get reallyyyy jealous" he spoke.
"Im not his girlfriend, but i do need his help"that sounded weird. The lady probably thinks im crazy letting a guy go,with me into the dressing rooms and i probably am crazy but oh well. the lady looked at us for a moment,then allowed us through." Not yet at least" he whispered to himself. I found a open door and let conner through. He sat down and started staring. I laughed. " why are you staring at me like that"i asked.
" its just i never thought you would let me watch you get dress" he smiled.
"You weren't listening to me correctly" he looked at me confused.
" i said you could come in here with me i never said anything about watching me"
" what i thought i could do both" he pouted. Aww hes so cute.
"Nope their totally different, so turn around and close your eyes" he did as he was told while whining. I took off my clothes while watching the back of his head making sure he wasnt peeking. I finally finished.
" you can turn around" i looked at his reaction before i turned around to look.
"Wow you look...amazing" he spoke.
"Really?"
"Yea you look beautiful " he smiled
I smiled and turned around.
I gasped. " i look amazing" the dress brought out my eyes and hair. It showed my curves amazingly.
"Can i come with you to the wedding" he walked up behind me. I felt his breath on my neck.
"Its tomorrow, you won't have anything to wear. So no" i turned around.
" i still have my tux from Damians parents wedding" he gave me a evil grin. Damn he knows he won.
" i dont know im still mad at you amd everyone else" i looked at myself again in the mirror.
He kissed my neck.
"Im sorry" he whispered
I turned around.
"I couldn't hear you"
He smiled. He leaned closer. His lips so close just hovering above mine. "Im sorry" just before he kissed me i leaned back.
"Turn around and close your eyes" i smiled
"Ughhh" i laughed.
After i bought the dress we started walking to my car.
"You have a really nice body, you shouldnt be afraid to show it" conner looked towards me. What the hell?
"How would you know what my body lo- you fucker you looked" i shouted.
"Babe there was a small foot mirror, i saw you, im sorry but it would be impossible not to loom at you" he smiled trying to hug me. I punched his shoulder." Your such a buttface i told you not to look and you did. See this is why i can't trust you" i wasnt laughing. I wasnt mad but i was enjoying watching his face turn from happy to worried.
" you can trust me , im so sorry please dont be mad" he begged. Wow he was really begging.
I laughed "im not mad" he smiled and gave me a big hug picking me up and twirling me around.
"Good" he kissed my nose. Oh god im falling for him.