His hands slowly stroked my body in a way that I had never experienced before. He traced his hands over my body slowly removing the silk robe from my body. He kissed his way over my body taking his time to learn the things that made me feel more . He slowly removed my clothing to explore each part off my body he discovered. eventually I was without clothes and he had all off his still on. I mewed dissapointed that he was still fully dressed. I tugged Mathew down to me and he realised what I wanted . He took off his shirt and i gasped at all of the rippling defined muscles on his chest and arms . My mouth went dry and I licked my lips. Mathew chuckled at that and he started kissing me again. He slowly removed his pants and I felt him lean against me . I gasped when I felt him rub his erection against me and that made Mathew go wild. He positioned himself abouv me and I lost myself in his warmth and rough texture. He shoved himself into me and I cried out in pain. Mathew looked down at me in panic not knowing that I was a virgin. I could tell he was as lost as I was at what he as supposed to . He pulled me in his arms and rocked me slowly back and forth . He slowly stroked my back and hair while I was trying to endure the pain. It slowly faded away and I soon forgot about the pain and I just enjoyed the pleasure Mathew decided to give me. In a way I thanked him in return for it but we lost track of where we were along with all of the problems we would soon face by being together. The our worlds snapped as we both rode a wave of pleasure into after glows and a state of just holding each other. After it was all over he looked over at me watching me quietly.
"Why didn't you tell me you were a virgin?
"Becuase you never asked."
"I didn't think I had to. I am ashamed now . I shouldn't have taken you so rough." he said pouting . I kissed him lightly on the lips. I looked into his deep eyes and I smiled down at him.
" I am happy I gave you my virginity . I don't regret and I never will. I am glad I gave it to you and I wasn't raped by a man in the brothel or John so please just let us be happy . Even if its for a little while." I kissed his neck and snuggled myself into him . Then we both fell into a deep peacefull sleep.
