I quietly went up to my room that I was appointed after Mathew was being kind of mean to me. I did realise I loved him at the walk up the grand white staircase. I walked slowly into my room and I smiled when I saw the plush purple material covered bed and I laid down quietly on it and I let sleep over take me after my long exhuasting day.
I was awoken slowly when I felt strong muscular hands rub my shoulders and neck. I gasped when I felt those strong hands bring me to a warm wet mouth. I tasted Mathew's taste and I could tell from his taste he was on fire for passion with me. Suddenly all day of being ignored and being mistreated came to me suddenly and I shoved Mathew away from me. I ran from my room and down the steps in a flurry to the barn outside the house. i sat in the strong smelling hay next to a year old black shiny little boy horse. He snuggled next to me and his strong body heat soothed away some of my distress. The little black colt nuzzled into me and all I could wonder was "What am I going to do about Mathew? He doesn't love me . All he wants from me is my body." Then it occurred to me all I was to him was a mistress. I would do my job well and save enough to take care of myself for life...............
