dear j

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past tense – present tense

february 18, 2011

dear j,

                i remembered the time when we sat down under our tree. that tree symbolized our unending love. it was the time when i was crying, when my father left me and you were there, you held me up in your arms—your strong arms—protectively on me. you cried with me until we slept down on our tree. it was one of the most unforgettable moments of my life because you were there. you were there to be with me, always.

                                                                    ⌨ ⌨ ⌨ ⌨ ⌨

february 18, 2012

 

dear j,

                help me pick up the pieces now j. i don’t know how to put my broken heart back to life. i miss how your arms wrap around me during the thunderstorm. you know how i hate its sound. it reminds me of the broken dishes my parents would throw, breaking on the ground, like how my heart is breaking now. where are you j when i need you the most? why did you leave me? i want you back j, i want to sit down under the tree with you, and let us reminisce our moments.

                i’m now all alone in this tree we called ours. this tree is what i call hope but now you’re gone, i don’t know what to call this anymore. is this still our tree?

 

forever yours,

a