When you were still sane

Avail

avail (v) meaning; to be of use or value to.

"We were born with nothing and we sure as hell  have nothing now."

| Months later |

Ash PoV

Daphne left my dreams and I want to take it as a sign this was all a coincidence where you have a weird dream and your friends show up.

But, Danielle came.

And she told me what happened.

And in my heart I am sad she's gone but I know Danielle  has the wrong version of the story.

And that broke me.

Danielle and I don't have anything, we don't even have each other.

But, we hug each other and cry together, like sister's should do.

For once we have an avail for each other. 

Jax PoV

"You've gone somewhere deeper."

I sweat nervously looking through the one way window.

She is crying.

I want to bust through the window and take her.

But, there are so many reasons why I shouldn't that I decide not to.

I decide it is easier to walk away and sit in the car.

My heart protest.