Reflections

Real me.....

I don't know
I can't say
I'm going where ever the wind is taking me away

I can't stay
It's no good
It was never meant to be this way

I just blow it up every time we get close

It's not true.. All the things that I said are cruel
But everything that happens is not for forever

They don't know what it is to be me
The only misfit that can be

I'm trying so hard to make things right
That was the worst mistake I could make.

I knew it wouldn't be so easy but you never mentioned it is an endless sea.

I wish you could be with me without any of these strategies

I thought we were a team but it's not always as it seams

I still dream what it could be if only you knew the real me.