Reflections

Scared of love?

  I was thinking last night....
Why am I so scared of love???

Is it the fear of being appreciated for who I actually am?

Is it that I am trying to avoid the death of my insecurities of being in someone's company?

Is it that I'll have to share the void in my life with someone else's void?

Is it because I'll have to sleep with a feeling of indescribable content?

Is it because I'll have to sacrifice the awkward silence when I'm alone in a room and have got nothing to do?

Or, is it because I'll have to step out of my comfort zone of being invisible?

What???
Isn't this what love is?
Isn't this how love should be defined?

I don't believe love will take away my time, energy, choices as they say....

I believe love adds years to my life and increase the intensity of joy I feel....

How can I be scared of this? I ask myself...
Turns out no, love isn't what I am afraid of...

I am afraid of the demons inside both of us.... Who can turn this beautiful pure energy into destruction...