Begging Me for More(Ongoing/Editing)

#10 Feelings

Pic of Leylani

  I finally woke up around noon I roll over to my nightstand and grab my phone I look and saw 3 missed calls and 2 text messages all from Chase. I turn my phone off and get out of bed I shuffled over to my bathroom and do my business after I was done I walk over to the sink and I looked in my mirror I realized I was wearing my clothes from yesterday. I giggle to myself and shower, after my shower I redressed expect I'm in my pajamas. I head down cause my belly needed food after I emptied the continces all over Chase. I walked into the kitchen and grab turkey and cheese from the fridge when the doorbell rang I sigh and walk to the front door I groan when I saw who it was...Chase...

"What?!" I asked leaving the door open and walking back to the kitchen knowing him he followed

"Are you kidding me right now" he asked sounding angry I looked at him with a serious face he should not be angry with me. "What Chase why are you here?" I looked at him to see worry in his eyes.

"I wanted to talk to you last night but you ran off then I tried calling you this morning cause you didn't show up to school today what's wrong Leylani?" he says I really wanted to tell him I had other feelings for him but we only just met a few days ago I shouldn't have these feelings I couldn't tell him I was jealous of other girls touching him and looking at him but I was I wanted him only for myself. "Did I do something wrong tell me baby so I can fix it" he says walking closer to me I sighed and continue to make my lunch he stood behind me and pulled me closer to his chest "What's wrong baby talk to me please" he says planting kisses on my neck I hold back a moan and move away he sighs and moves to sit at the kitchen island "Are you hungry?'' I asked noticing he's here during lunch period he nods his head and gives me a small smile I make our sandwiches and head to the table we eat quietly every few minutes I find myself looking up to him and watching him eat. God he made that look sexy I squirm around in my seat and got up to get a drink of water "I gotta go back to school now I'll see you later I guess thanks for lunch" he gets up and puts his plate in the sink and heads to the front door. I walk with him and wave goodbye I watch him as he drove off and I went back inside to clean up when my phone buzzed with a message...

Nina: Sup bitch how are you feeling Kay told me you are sick?
Me: I'm OK just bored hey you and Josh still coming over right?
Nina: Of course babe it's my turn for the movie remember.

Every Week me and my friends would have movie night for as long as I can remember and this Week was Nina's turn so that means something scary...

Me: Yea I remember but nothing scary ok
Nina: Me get something scary I will never do such a thing ;)

I laughed and put my phone in my Pj's and cleaned up the kitchen when I finished up I walked to the living room and plop down on the couch turned on the TV and flipped thru the channels landing on a lifetime movie I loved lifetime I was in the mood for crying. 20 minutes into the movie and I feel my phone buzz with a message...

Josh: are you seriously letting Nina pick the movie tonight?!!

I laughed at my friend. Josh was a big wuss he hated scary movies and was a little bit uncomfortable around Nina watching them she liked to scare him alot...

Me: it's her turn Josh last week you picked some sports movie and Nina hates those things so Yea I'm serious about her picking..lol
Josh: I understand it's Cuz you hate me and want me to have a heart attack don't you.
Me: Lol no Joshua I love you very much and I'll talk to Nina tonight OK .
Josh: I love you to Jelly Bean I'll see you later.

I smiled Josh always gave me weird nicknames but Jelly Bean was my favorite that's how I met Josh we were in the 2nd grade and I asked for some of his Jelly Beans I told him that the red ones are my favorite and everyday since then he would bring me red Jelly Beans and our friendship blossomed. I know it's cheesy but he's a sweet guy and he's my Josh...I put my phone back in my pocket and heard my front door open and my mother laughing with someone she walks in the living room and kisses me on my forehead "Hi honey how are you feeling" she sits next to me and that's when I saw who the other voice was Chase's mother Chastity I grew wide eyed and she smiles at me since when are they friends this is weird "Hello Leylani" she says taking a seat on the other couch "Hi Mrs.Carters" she waves me off "Call me Chastity remember" she smiles and I saw her son in her face and I felt sad again. I gave a weak smile and excused myself I ran upstairs to my room and crawled into bed and cried. I didn't know what or how to feel anymore all my emotions are all over the place and all because of Chase I really wanted him but I knew nothing about him I sighed and texted him....

Me: we need to talk can you come over later..

I waited for a reply but got nothing I put my phone on my nightstand when my phone buzzed with a message...

Chase: Sure I'll be by later I start football practice today so after that I guess..
Me : ok cool I guess I see you later bye
Chase: K later.

I roll over and tried to nap but couldn't. Everytime I closed my eyes I would see Chase. God I hated this feeling I barely know the guy and I'm obsessed what did he do to me. I climbed out of bed and decided to do some homework to get my mind off things and a hour and a half in and I was good when my phone buzzed with a message...

Chase: I can't see you today I kinda got plans after practice.

I shake my head and took a deep breath and held back the tears I didn't know was falling. I was a wreck.

Me: it's cool bye

I let the tears fall and climbed back in bed I was seriously a wreck good lord I hope this feelings pass...

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Later...

"OMG shut up Josh it wasn't even that scary your such a baby" Nina says laughing at Josh as he complains about the heart attack that will come from the memories of the movie. We watched a movie called (The Dark) it was kinda Cheesy more then scary..."My heart will explode now I'm afraid of the dark now...thanks I have to sleep with my lights on cause monsters or killers can be lurking in my room thank you very much...I'm glad you find this funny Lani I need new friends you guys are the worst I swear" Josh was very dramatic and I did find it hilarious I think Nina picked on Josh cause she had a little crush on him he was cute...but not my type he was more like a brother that I always wanted but unfortunately I was stuck with Kaden...speaking of... I found out him and Nina was only a one night stand which break my heart Nina really did like Kaden but my brother was a man whore.

"OMG Josh it wasn't scary chill out and c'mon Abuela is going to freak it's pass 10" Nina says throwing him a pillow and getting up I walk my friends to the door and watch them drive off and saw Chase pulling in his driveway and stepping out with....That bitch from class...so that's why he couldn't see me today I slam the door and went upstairs and climbed in bed and thought of evil and angry thoughts these feelings for him definitely need to pass...