A Summer to Remember

She doesn't hate you

Yns pov: Justin patted Hanna's back and bounced around for a minute. I sat there with my head in my arms acting like a drama queen. But you know what? It means a lot to me if my daughter likes me or not.

Justin sat Hanna back down in her seat and sat in the chair next to me.

"Yn." He said softly.

I didn't move.

"Yn..." He put his hand on my back and rubbed back and forth.

I quickly grabbed his arm and pulled it away.

"Don't touch me." I snapped.

I don't mean to be rude but I can't help it.

I hurt bad.

After not having a period for 9 months it's kind of bad when it comes back.

I peeked up to Justin and he looked hurt. I felt bad but I didn't say anything.

"Yn. Please just calm down. Hanna loves you."

I lifted up my head. Steam pouring out of my ears (not really.)

"Justin I am sick and tired of this!" I screamed.

He sat there in his seat like an innocent little kitten. So cute and innocent.

"Of what?" He whispered trying not to scare the baby.

"You are so perfect! And I am just here by your side! Everybody looks up to you and loves you! People only like me because I'm your wife!" I paused. Justin was about to speak but I interrupted.

"EVERYBODY loves you more than me. Everybody." I added and then ran up the stairs.

I ran into my room. Not the one we share but the one he gave me when I first moved in with him.

I locked the door and got under my purple blankets.

Tears poured out of my eyes.

Why am I over reacting about this?

It's these mood swings.

I know I'm doing wrong but I can't help it.

There was a slight knock on the door.

"Yn? Are you in there?" Justin asked worriedly.

"No."

"Yes you are! Let me in!" He shouted, pounding on the door.

I never answered the door.

"Yn let me in now." Justin said firmly.

Still not answering.

After a while of him shouting and me crying the pounding stopped.

I lifted my head up and looked towards the door. I wiped my tears from my eyes and sniffled my nose.

I heard Justin's back slide down my door. "Please.. Open the door. Please." He cried. And I mean cried. I could tell. His voice was really shaky.

To hear him cry breaks my heart.

Ugh I need to let him in eventually. I hopped up from the bed and walked over to the door. I slowly unlocked the door and backed away.

He didn't waste a second. The door slammed open and Justin stood there staring at me.

He wiped his tears and I wiped mine.

I sat back down on my bed and covered myself with my blankets.

Justin followed and sat next to me.

"I hate it when you're mad at me." He spoke and looked down at his fingers then back up to me.

I didn't speak.

"When you're mad at me I'm only mad at myself because I know I messed up." He added.

Silence.

I don't even know what to say. He didn't mess up. He's just there. It's that he's too perfect. That's not his fault.

"What you said down there wasn't true by the way. People adore you." He smiled his adorable smile. I can't fall for it!

"YOU KNOW WHY? BECAUSE I AM MARRIED TO YOU!" I screamed.

"Not true." He spoke shakily. He sounded like he was going to cry.

All of the sudden there was a knocking at the door.

"Is everything okay in there?" Pattie asked.

Shit pattie is still here!

"Everything is fine. Give us some time alone!" Justin shouted.

"Okay. Holler if you need anything!" She said and then walked away.

I picked up where we left off.

"It is true." I restated

"No it's not!" Justin shouted.

"Really?"

"Yes." He replied simply.

"Name one person that actually likes me for me not through you." I said. This is gonna be a hard one for him because there is nobody.

"Ryan." He said immediately.

I shook my head.

"He was your friend first." I explained.

"True."

He sat there for a second.

"See there is NOBODY!" I proved and stood up.

I grabbed some exercise clothes from my drawers and changed into them.

"Where are you going?" Justin asked as I walked out the door.

"The gym. I need to think." I said and then ran out the door.

I am such a drama queen.