I showed up at his house; from what I can remember from grade nine, he lived here. Shawn probably got his own place, with his own girl, and maybe his own secret family.
Or maybe I'm crazy...
Anyways...
Even if his parents just live here, I need to find him, see if he's home, whatever. I need to apologize.
The guts for him just to ask me, that was the bravest thing he has probably done and all I did was say no in front of all those people and embarrassed him.
How could I've not been sorry back in 9th grade
This should of happened a while back.
I got out of the car, zipping the sweater from the cool fall breeze, nipping at my face. I rang the door bell as an older upper built body came to the door.
I opened my mouth, for a second words didn't escape "is...Shawn mendes here?"
He sighed "another fan..."
I shook my head no "n-no! I'm...I'm y/n I was an old...friend of Shawn's"
Shawn's dad squinted "so you're the y/n Shawn kept talking about"
He talked about me?...aww❤️
Y/N KEEP YOUR COOL!
I smiled innocently while blushing a little bit. Shawn's dad sighed "well I'm afraid he's not here...but he does live around here. You're also in luck he's been in town for a while now"
My eyes lit up "thank you so much!"
I began to walk away as he yelled "go to 297 Oaken Rd!"
I turned around walking backwards for a little bit "thank you so much!!"
After getting in my car, I punched in the address in my phone and was on my way
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Shawn's POV
Strumming my guitar a few times, trying to come up with some lyrics for my next song in the album I've been working on, all I could think about were moments that broke my heart.
The only one that came to mind was when y/n dumped me in ninth grade. Yup, seven years and still not over it...
She's the only person I really liked. Maybe she'll be back one day...who am I kidding. I heard she got married with that Jack guy anyways.
I got back to song writing after having a moment to myself.
I mumbled some chords, grabbed my guitar and strummed it over and over. Then lyrics came to my head
"Turns out that no one can replace meh..."
I paused and wrote it done in my song book. I was at the word replace when the door bell rang. I huffed placing the instrument on the couch after getting off it. I ran over to get it and once I opened it, I saw the face that I fall in love with all the time, this whole time, yet I was angry, but happy to see y/n here at my door.
"Hey...Shawn" she mumbled
She remembered my name
I looked to the side trying not to fall for her eyes, a little testy eyed "I'm guessing you found out I was famous and you came to see me"
She sighed "Shawn...I'm sorry okay?--"
"Bullshit you only said that cuz I'm a celebrity now...you still don't get it" I interrupted her. She started to cry "Shawn stop! I'm here to apologize why can't you accept it?"
I rubbed my head while leaning on the door frame "because, you finally came to your senses to apologize now? Though I'm still hurt by it, you can't just humiliate me and then come back seven years later to say sorry"
"Whatever-"
"And the worst part is that I still love you!"I yelled at her making her take a step back. Y/n shook her head "I'm sorry I didn't have the same feeling back"
"What do you mean didn't, you still don't" I argued back. Y/n's eyes welted in tears "I...do...l-l"
"Don't say it" I warned her. I knew what she was going to say. But she nodded.
I disagree "don't do this...you're only doing this because now...I'm hotter and more popular and you want me for fame-"
"Shut the hell up and kiss me"
Before I knew it, her lips were on mine. I loved the feeling, the feeling I've been craving ever since I laid eyes on her, but then I remembered; she was married. I pushed her off "stop, you can't do this to jack"
She ran her fingers through her hair "oh..."
"Yea..." I mumbled my words while wiping my bottom lip with the pad of my thumb.
Y/n shrugged "so...how's you're career going?"
I giggled "don't pretend you didn't just kiss me"
"Shawn!"
"Listen, I'm serious, how are we...gonna, you know--tell him"
"We won't...because you belong to me...and I don't belong to him, and I was rude, dumb and stupid. And I love you" she said coming closer wrapping her arms around my neck. I giggled holding her back with one arm, lifting her feet off the ground, with the other hand, I shut the door. I finally found her, and have her...but what about Jack?
