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Previously
"Sam don't turn around or you will die literally"Anna says seriously. "Huh what"I ask turning around. She was right I did die. "Well I'm going to go see yah guys later"I say walking over to the person that just arrived.

Now

"Good morning Andy"I smile. "Oh hello Samantha, and isn't it afternoon"andy asks. Andy biersack was here. Wait why was Andy here. "If you don't mind, why are you here"I ask. "Oh my band was invited to perform"Andy says. "Cool"I smile. This was awesome. Perfect time to kidnap Andy. I'm joking! Don't kill me.

Evelyn's party was awesome, I spent the whole party speaking and chilling with Andy also black veil brides performed so did sleeping with sirens. They even somehow got frank iero to join us. Anyways everything must end. So around 11:30 the party ended. Evy and the rest of us stayed to clean up. Well nine of us. Calum was no where to be found. After we finished cleaning up we packed our stuff and started to walk out. "Oh good to see your back"Luke says. Huh? "Ha ha Luke not funny"Calum says, his tone of voice had a mixture of drunkness and anger. I wonder what's bothering him? "Dude calm down, what bit your ass today"Michael buts in. "Mind your god damn business"Calum says speeding through to the door knocking me down on the way. What the fuck was his problem!

"It's alright, he gets like this when he's drunk"Michael says helping me up. "What happened, why'd he have to knock me down for"I ask. "I think it's because of you"Ashton says joining our convo. "What do you mean"Michael and I ask at the same time. "Well I don't know if this is correct but I saw him drinking a few beers and mumbling a few words about you and Andy, he seemed jealous"Ashton shrugs. "Oh right I did spend the whole day with Andy"I say in shock. "I wish you luck"Michael says before walking to Anna. "Yeah me too"Ashton says. Well nice to know two people have my back.

We spilt into groups and took cabs. I sat with jocie and Jessie. We spoke for ages, it kinda felt nice we haven't spoke like this is years. The cab ride was longer than before.

As soon as we got to the hotel I sped up to my room and dropped my stuff. I sure hope Calum is upstairs. After closing the door behind me I run up to the fourth floor which is where Calum's room is located.

"Hello"I say knocking on his door. "Go away"Calum yells. "Come on can we speak for a second"I ask. "What do you want" Calum says opening his door. "Why are you mad"I ask. "Wouldn't you like to know"Calum laughs. He is a weird drunk. "Yeah that's why I'm here"I say. "I don't understand what do you see in Andy and it's even worst that we were dating"Calum says sadness spreading through his eyes. "Calum we weren't doing anything just talking, he is my celebrity crush you know"I try to explain. "Don't talk that crap you fucking asshole, leave me alone;i don't ever what to see you again"Calum says before slamming the door in my face. Calum. "And it's even worst that we were dating" Calum's words repeat in my mind. "Were", we were dating. Were is the past, we were dating means we aren't dating anymore. Just because of one stupid event. I wipe my tears away and walk to my room.

Me
Hullo

I was going to talk to the only person I could right now. Fall out boy. But he wasn't replying ugh.

Fall out boy
Hey

Me
Oh thank god you answered

Fall out boy
Why what's wrong

Me
The guy I was dating broke up with me. For no good reason. Stupid
Ijealousy

Fall out boy
Huh?

Me
As I said before it was my friends birthday and well they had two bands come and perform at her party bvb and ptv and well I spent most of the party talking to Andy and stuff

Fall out boy
Oh

Fall out boy
Well dot think about it too much

Me
Wdym

Fall out boy
Listen to music and it will kinda numb you

Me
Explain please remember I'm not that smart

Fall out boy
Listen to your favorite songs just don't listen to...

Me
...

Fall out boy
TAYLOR SWIFT you mustn't sink that low Kay?

Me
😂yeah

Fall out boy
Listen to young volcanoes or even better off dead.

Fall out boy
Wait don't listen to better off dead I swear if you kill yourself I will bring your ghost alive and kill you again

Me
Yes sir

Fall out boy
Ok hope I helped you byeeee my sis is calling me ✌️

Me
Bye and thanks

Fall out boy
Anytime anytime

That's why online friends rule.

I lock my phone after that. I plug in my headphones and travel to a new place. Music land. I felt nothing, I wasn't standing or sitting. That's how music land is. Music has made such an impact on me I can't live with out it. The people around me see my music as a disgrace I see my taste in music as a hero. If anyone were to ask me who's my hero I would look them straight in the eye and say music. It's not about the people or their names it's the lyrics flowing out of their mouths into my head. The way that some lyrics seem to blend in with my life. In some ways my life becomes the lyric.

I'm the girl that makes videos for people's entertainment. I'm the girl that travels in a book as well as music. I'm the girl that compares her life to lyrics and see no difference.

That's me. I hate this! Sometimes my head goes weird and some deep shit comes out of it. Like inspirational quotes. I call that my alter ego, her name is samara.

"Hello"Evys knocks on my door. "Leave"I yell. "How about no"jocie says. "We're here to help you"Isabelle says in her therapist voice. "I don't need help"I say. "Come on we want to help you so can you open the fucking door and let us in"Anna yells.

"What the fuck do you want"I ask opening the door. "What happened to Calmantha"Evy says. "Calmantha isn't real and it never will be he's an asshole and I'm a greater asshole anyways there's nothing to see or hear people so you can just go"I say slamming the door. I felt bad about slamming the door but I had too. Calum got me pissed, pissed real bad.

(Hope you enjoy! Also vote or comment or do both! Andyways I will try to update sooner anddd ummm byeee I guess)also the picture has nothing to do with this cheaper but I found it funny Sooo)