Don't Play With My Heart (A Paul Love Story)

~PART 9!~

Paul's Pov

Roxy's a wolf!" Oh da*n and shes a beautiful white wold with two black paws and two gray paws. There is also a little brownish gray on the fur going around her eyes. 'No Paul snap out of it she imprinted on Jake.' Ugh I hate him because she imprinted on him. I hate Sam because he made her have scars that will never go away, just like Emily. I still think she's beautiful with scars as she was without them. And I hate her for imprinting on Jacob instead of me. No matter how much I want to hate her I can't, she's my everything. Something in my head was telling me its all my fault, a few months I should have been there then she wouldn't have gotten hurt. I'm so stupid. I remember that day Sam hit her and she ran to her room. The look on her face broke my heart and I couldn't control my shaking or my anger so i ran out the front door, slamming it behind me, jumping off the porch and phased right away. I ran to the side of the house where her window was located and let out a howl of pain. Then I tried to avoid her but that wasn't helping, I missed her. 

When it was just me and Jake one day he told me what Emily told him about Roxy not leaving her room or eating. I wanted to see her but I told Sam I didn't want her, bad mistake on my part I screwed that up. I should've defended us instead of walking away.

Just the thought of her phasing made my heart beat faster, I need her in my life weither(sp?) I'm her imprint or not. The other day Quil asked Sam if he thought Roxy would phase and he said no. So no one thought she would, but she did and shes an alpha too. She can control me.

I headed back to the house after phasing back and finding a pair of spare shorts we had lying around in the forest, to see Roxy sitting on Jake's lap. I ignored it and sat away from them.