Rants of a KPOP Fangirl

[Not A Rant]

This is NOT a RANT.

Gusto ko lang ishare sa inyo ang buhay ko bilang isang DALMATE. Although hindi ako 'yung HARDCORE na DALMATE, still, I AM A PROUD DALMATE.

DMTN, dating DALMATIAN. Nag-change sila ng group name since nagpalit sila ng Agency. Composed of Inati, Simon, Daniel, Donglim/Youngwon, Jeesu and Dari (Na nasa Military.). Former member nila si DayDay/David Kim.

Why Dalmatian? Simple lang, dahil ang gusto nila ay mag-iwan ng MARKA sa MUSIC INDUSTRY.

Brief History kung paano ako naging isang 'DALMATE':

Member ako nun ng isang site, tapos everyday may feature sila na Song of the Day, active ako sa site na 'yun so ayun nga habang nagba-browse ako sa mga blogs ng site, nakita ko 'yung post na 'Song of the Day' tapos ang naka-feature is ang kanta ng DALMATIAN na 'That Man Opposed'. That time, rookie pa lang sila. So ayun, pinakinggan ko 'yung song at pinanood ang MV. Catchy, cute, sarap ulit-ulitin, nakaka-LSS. 'Yan ang reaction ko. Una pa ngang nakakuha ng atensyon ko nun ay sina Drama/Daniel at Jeesu. Sila kasi ang main/lead vocals kaya bet na bet ko silang dalawa. Ang cute din ng MV. So ayun, na-love at first sight ako sa kanila kaya nag-search pa ako ng iba nilang songs. At ang naging favorite ko nun ay 'yung song na 'Real Eyes', kabisado ko pa nga hanggang ngayon eh. Hahaha!

Sobrang nakakatuwa talaga ang mga songs nila, alam niyo 'yun? Hindi nakakasawang pakinggan. Masarap at malambing sa tenga, ROMANTIC. Ganun pa naman ang mga tipo ko ng kanta. Hindi kasi ako ganun mahilig sa mga kantang pang-PARTY-PARTY. Mehehe~

Ngayon, more than 2 years ko na silang kilala. More than 2 years na akong DALMATE. Inaamin ko, hindi ako ganun KA-ACTIVE at ka-UPDATED na DALMATE pero ang DMTN/DALMATIAN ay palaging may malaking space sa KPOP WORLD KO. Hindi sila mawawala dun. From 'That Man Opposed' days to 'Safety Zone' days. Nandito lang ako at sinusuportahan sila.

So ano bang sense ng pagshe-share ko nito? Gusto ko kasi ng KADAMAY. Since maraming KPOP FANS ang nagkalat dito sa Wattpad, baka makahanap ako ng KADAMAY ko. Wala pa akong nakikitang kapwa DALMATE ko pero HWAITING! Mehehe.

Pero seriously, gusto kong ibahagi sa inyo ang ISANG MALAKING PROBLEMANG kinahaharap naming DALMATES ngayon.

Ang isang member kasi nila, na nagkataon pang BIAS ko sa DMTN, na si DANIEL CHAE ay nahaharap sa isang mabigat na pagsubok. Ano 'yun? Pakibasa na lang po sa EXTERNAL LINK. Ayoko na kasing ikwento pa, naiiyak ako.

Alam niyo 'yung pakiramdam na nung marinig mo ang balitang iyon, pilit mong sinasabi sa sarili mo na HINDI 'YON TOTOO, pero TOTOO. TOTOONG-TOTOO LAHAT. Nung gabing malaman ko 'yon, tameme lang ako, hindi ako umiyak, naiiyak OO. Pero nung kinabukasan ng umaga, DOON NA BUMAGSAK ANG MGA LUHA KO. Ewan ko, hindi lang ako makapaniwala eh. Syempre masakit kasi BIAS mo 'yun. Sino ba namang FANGIRL ang hindi maapektuhan kung nasa ganoong sitwasyon ang bias niya, di ba?

Kahit na lumipas ang ilang araw, naiiyak pa rin ako doon sa issue na 'yon. Pero proud pa rin ako kay DANIEL kasi nagawa niyang aminin ang kasalanan niya.

Okay, ayoko na mag-explain. May ginawa akong LETTER para kay Daniel, ipopost ko sa baba. Sana mabasa niya 'to, pinost ko 'to sa Wordpress blog ko at tinweet ko sa kanya. SANA TALGA MABASA NIYA dahil 'yan lang ang magagawa ko para sa kanya ngayon maliban sa pagbibigay ng SUPORTA at PAGMAMAHAL. :)

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A LETTER FOR DANIEL CHAE:

Dear oppa,

     I know that you're facing a very big challenge in your life right now.  Some people may judge you or even hate you for what you have done but I want you to know that I'll always stay by your side. You are a very brave person oppa, we know that. You have already proven that to us. You admitted your mistake, only a very brave person can do that. I know you are very much willing to face the consequences of your actions. It's hard not just for you, but for us, too. It's really hard to see you in that state, in that situation, it freakin' hurts. It hurts so much that I can't stop crying. I really cried when I saw the news about you. At first, I don't want to believe it. No, you can't do that. You're a good person, I know that. But when I heard that you admitted everything to the public, I burst into tears. I cried my heart out. 

     It hurts to see you sad. It hurts to know that people judge you even though they only know little about you. It hurts when people say bad things about you. It hurts when people say it was all your fault when it is not. But what hurts the most is the fact that I can't do anything about it. All I can do is to support you.. even though you don't know my existence, I will always support you oppa. I always will. 

     The smile, eyesmiles, laughter, English, dorky-ness, aegyo, bbuing bbuings, songs, performances, your lovely voice, your cute and handsome face. I love everything about you, I don't care what people say, I'll support you 'til the end. I'll be waiting for that special day when I'll be able to see you perform on stage again. I'll be waiting for the day when I can see you performing with your hyungs again, I will, even if it takes me forever, I'll wait for you oppa.    

     Oppa, always remember, DALMATES are always here. We will not leave your side. We love you so much. So, so, so much. Keke~ Thank you for sharing your music and talent to us oppa, we'll be forever grateful. I'll be waiting for you, oppa. See you on stage again. See you with DMTN hyungs. I love you oppa. I'll always love you. :)

-- Waffles♥ 

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Salamat po sa pagbabasa. Mahal ko kayo. (^w^♥)