i cried a lot in the car, but Arjun comforted me.
i said "till when will we keep running like this?" he said "idk, we'll see about that later"
we kept driving till we reached to some abandon house in the hills, we tried to make the best we could in the house, we slept there.
At around 5 AM i got a call from mom, i assumed that mom must have found out, Zoya dii and Suny bhai started calling on mine and Arjun's phone but we did not pick it up.
Varun said "for a few days, we need to hide, later we can shift to my house" i said "okk" i wanted to pick the phone but Arjun said "no!" i felt so guilty, i gave him a slap...
he asked "what was that for?"
i pointed towards my tummy and said "this!"
he was then so speechless... and there was like 5 minutes of awkward silence... i refused to even look at him
i got a message on my phone from mom "beta please come back, or not i have no other option than to put the cops behind you" i showed it to Arjun. he said "no one can find us here, and avoid going out in the day time" i said "hmm okay..."
And i slept on Arjun's lap. Next morning Arjun went into the woods to get some food. I found this sharp blade in the corner of the house, i was so pissed with life, i wanted to cut my self, but Arjun entered and he said "ARE YOU CRAZY? WHAT ARE U DOING?" i answered back "WHAT DO I DO? I CAN'T DO THIS OK, RUNNING AWAY... LYING TO MY PARENTS! I CAN'T... I WANNA GO BACK! TAKE ME HOME NOW! PLEASE! I FUCKING HAT MY LIFE!"
He said "HAVE YOU LOST IT? WE'VE ALREADY RUN AWAY WE CAN'T GO BACK NOW" i started crying and said "sorry but... can we just drop the baby? I want to continue school, I wanna do so much in the future, not this baby..." he asked "you've changed your mind? again?" i said "yes, please, let's drop this baby" Arjun said " so you'll just go home like this? and if your family asks where is the baby? what you gonna say? killed the baby?"
i said "i'll just go home and tell them this all was a joke..."
he said "what the fuck? have you lost it?"
i screamed "THERE IS NO OTHER OPTION OK! AND WE'RE DOING THIS! DONE!"
