I took the medicines and i set the reminder in my phone to take them everyday, i had to find a place to hide them. I found a box, kept the medicines and latched it
For the first time i could not share a thing with Zoya dii, i went to bed but hardly got any sleep, i was already ready for school and i left home, i was just full of guilt, i feel ashamed of my self, i wanna suicide, but i won't because i need to live for my family... i said to myself.
I tried to act normal the whole day at school, my friends noticed the change i guess and they kept asking "what's wrong?" "is everything fine?" and all that shit... but i replied "im fine"
i walked home with Arjun, he said "remember to take the medicines"
i gave him a furious look, he said "what?" i just huffed and said "hmmph!" and i started walking fast, then Arjun held my hand and said "kya hua jaaneman?" i said "teri maa ki aankh"he replied "omg for fuck sake chill!"
i asled "how the fuck do you want me to chill?!"
Arjun said "just keep taking the medicines and eveything is gonna be ok! ok?" i said "k fine"then outta the blue Arjun lifted me in his arms and said "my princess i love you" i replied back "i love you too! sorry i got mad at you!" he said "it's completely fine"
i reached home and started wondering and talking loudly to myself that i should concentrate on my studies because there's only two months left for my boards and i really wanna score well, because there's a chance i might be shifting school and no one knows it yet... also i feel that my love is a mistake, Arjun fucked me and got me pregnant, is my love correct?
mom suddenly opened the door "Nik, who the hell are you talking to?"
i giggled "no one mumma, my self"
"yourself? sth wrong?" mumma asked
i said "no mom, my boards are after 2 months, so i wanna build up the spirit for studying" mom kissed me on my forehead and said "proud of you beta"mom added "study hard beta, you need atleast 90% and above to change your school" i said "yes mom!"
i was so relieved that mom did not hear about that Arjun and i fucked and im pregnant...