i'd rather be in neverland (a janoskians fanfic)-discontinued

chapter 10

*luke’s p.o.v.*

its been a couple weeks and I haven’t  in fact I haven’t seen aliyah very often actually now that I think about it I haven’t seen her at all I wonder what happened. I wonder if she’s avoiding me, but she kissed me, that was strange I always thought she hated me. the front door opens breaking through my thoughts. lindsay walks in looking busy fumbling with something in her hands. I was about to ask her about aliyah but beau beat me to it “ umm uhh” Lindsay responded suddenly looking nervous, panic arises inside me “ what happened ? is she okay?” I ask very worried all of a sudden im mean I do like her but I don’t need to make it that obvious.

“ jesus lukey you like her” Lindsay smirks I just sit back down and stay  quiet “ aww its okay love shes fine but she’s In America for a while” she say nonchalantly “WHAT?!?” me and beau exclaim at the same time that was kinda cool but I resist my urge to laugh and return back to the point. “ yea she is in the americur” lindsay does a little dance as she says that in a very bad country accent , I cough to covr the fact that I really want to laugh I look over to beau he still has his mouth hanging open from shock. “ close your mouth my dick might find its way inside” skip says, when the fuck did he get here? baniel action aliyah would freak the fuck out if she saw this, she ships them more than kellic (which by the way I have no fucking idea where that’s from I just picked that up when I was listening to her  and lindsay talk about music). where ever its from shes pretty serious about it. I smile at my thoughts and tune back in to beau lindsay and skip arguing and james trying not to laugh, I love these idiots but theres something missing

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she’s coming back next week, im not sure how I feel about that a part of me is flipping out but the other part is angry that she left for so long and didn’t even bother to call me I mean us boys and say ‘hi how are you?’. you know what I don’t even care anymore why am I thinking about her im over her I even have a girlfriend to prove how over aliyah I am. she’s a nice girl , my girlfriend I mean, her name is Cassandra she has long raven black hair and light brown eyes. im not going to lie and say she isn’t attractive because she hot and the exact opposite of aliyah. GODDAMNIT why do I keep thinking of her? anyways Cassandra’s outgoing and very social and may I say again fucking gorgeous, she’s the perfect girl. 

“hey babe” Cassandra says ripping me out of my thoughts.. iv’e been doing a lot of that lately, thinking, about what you may ask? is that even a question of course you know who…wait why am I talking to myself? focus luke you have a girlfriend and your over aliyah..I thought If I tell myself that enough I would become true sadly it hasn’t.

“whats up cass” I try to sound nonchalant but I know she going to want to talk about me spacing out and honestly im just not in the mood to talk at all “nothing” cass says putting her head on my chest, sometimes I wish that it was aliyah putting her head on my chest or kissing my neck, or…I seriously need to stop thinking about her I pretty sure shes not wasting her time thinking about  me.

*aliyahs p.o.v*

one more week left and there has only been one thing on my mind, seeing luke again. I don’t know im just really excited not only for that but also to be back in action with my best friend to fuck shit up back in Australia.  I woke up this morning in a really giddy mood I want to conquer the world well maybe not that but im really happy and bright which by the way is really rare for me .I literally skipped to the kitchen and muffin,as I sat there and ate my muffin I thought ‘how were muffins invented?’ I sat there for a good 20 minutes thinking about that until the vibrating of my phone ripped me put of my thoughts 

“ello dis is costumer serveec” I say in a funny Indian accent I always answer the phone like that when Austin calls me 

“im bored ill be at your house to pick you up in ten” he whines a lot for a 17 year old boy . you know who else is a seventeen year old boy ? boys who are seventeen. 

“kay kiddo” my mind is somewhere else right now.. I wonder if cat can take over the world. I bet you they can if they wanted to. I shake my head to rid of my weird thought and run upstairs to get dressed.

im ready within a couple minutes I walk out of the door right when Austin pulls into the drive way. 

we drive for a while until we reach a little 50’s looking restaurant, ive always loved things like this but in all honesty ive always imagined these cheesy ass scenes with luke. when did I become so girlie? DO YOU SEE WHAT YOU DO TO ME LUKE BROOKS? HUH DO YA? DO YA? DO YA? Im going to stop now any who back to reality we walk into the restaurant in silence and sit down not saying a word, finally I decided to break the death silence “ are you going to get the placenta I heard it was splendid?” I say in a horrible posh British accent, I don’t know that was the first thing that popped into my head don’t judge me. Austin looks at me weird and then bursts out laughing I didn’t mean to be funny I was just being me a I funny? “yes you are very” Austin say wiping his eyes, wait did I just think out loud whoops.

we sat there eating and talking and laughing and just full out embarrassing ourselves it was fun.

there’s a moment of silence it was a comfterable silence “umm aliyah I have to tell you some thing” I look up Austin looks nervous “tell the tale my preciousss” I tried and fail to sound like Gollum but hey at least I tried “ im gay” I almost spit out my drink “oh” is all I can say you fucking idiot he want support not a fucking oh.. “im fine with that” I say smiling he looks relived but then I remember im leaving in a week. I’m excited but also sad to leave my one and only friend here in arizona 

(a/n)

sorry if its short and stupid but its just a filler..ish chapter. i will have chapter 11 up soon after this and im also sorry for being absent i was having a rough week also writers block but enough with my excuses i hope you enjoy again its not my best but i will make it up to you in chapter 11 

love always,

-chea xx