i'd rather be in neverland (a janoskians fanfic)-discontinued

chapter 11

*aliyah’s p.o.v*

I on the plane back to autralia toot toot motherfucker here comes the fuck shit up train.I’ve been making helicopter noises for the past 4 hours every 20 minutes , the very wrinkly lady in front of me keeps on giving me dirty looks she has on so much make up  im surprised she hasent busted out ofher seat and started making balloon animals. I decide to watch something or listen to music or read a books, I need more coffee. Do you have those urges to break out in song? That is how I feel but im on a plane and im pretty sure that’s socially unacceptable, that makes me sad. I need to pee, I get up to go to the airplane bathroom, im gonna piss myself guys.ommf! Is all I can get out before I hit the floor “oh my god im so sorry about that” a really attractive guy says while putting his hand out, I just stare at it for a few seconds “ its okay Hun” I say smiling actually Im freaking out because he’s hot and American and did I already say hot “yes you did” he says chuckling fuck I thought outloud didn’t I? god damnit aliyah get your shit together. “well im sorry for being a buzz kill I mean your really cute but I need to pee really badly so see you later mysterious hot guy” I say trying to walk past him damn you small airplane walkways. I just realized what I said ,his is why your single aliyah.

“please put on seatbelts blah blah blah blah blah” I tuned that way to perky blonde chick out like seriously its 4in the fucking morning woman sit down and sound how you feel because I feel like I want to murder bitches, maybe a bit too extra but hey ITS 4 IN THE FREAKING MORNING OKAY.

I get my bag and leave the plane. I officially hate planes, I want to sleep and eat and sleep some more .

I see my mom “mommy!!” I scream but as I get closer I see Lindsay with jai,beau ,skip, and james sleeping,  and some tall chick with black hair hanging on to luke. I drag my things as fast as I could to hug my mom and everyone else who is awake expect luke instead I just give him a half hug to make things less awkward. Apparently the girl on luke is named Cassandra she pretty but I don’t know  her all that nuch considering we met about 10 minutes ago we all split up Lindsay  and jai with luke and Cassandra and me my mom with beau,skip,and james since they’re not fit to drive. It really bothers me that Luke brought his girlfriend Im not sure why yet but it just bothers the absolute shit out of me. 

I wake up still feeling refreshed, still a bit jetlagged but enough energy to go hang with the homies. God I need to stop trying to be funny its not getting me anywhere, moving on I put on my favorite outfit in my suitcase (off to the motherfucking side whores) and do my hair up all pretty and shit I don’t know I just feel like I should be decent looking today because usually I look like a Mexican homeless person which is not good not one bit. 

“yo slut meet me out front in ten because we have orphan meat to sell” I yell to Lindsay I don’t even wait for her to answer before I hang up getting our coffee out of the kitchen and outside within a couple minutes, in the meantime I shall sit in my driveway until this slut decides to arrive. I sit for two minutes tops untils she rips out my earphones “come on whore we have money to make” I hand her the coffee and we head to her boyfriends house which im pretty sure everyone is at and by everyone I just mean skip and james  and they’re probably just playing fifa  like the punks they are. As we walk I tell Lindsay about everything that happened and then she tells me about almost everything, she’s hiding something from me Im not sure what yet but I will find out because im pretty fucking amazing okay. 

Surprisingly the boys are on the couch watching something unknown I don’t bother looking at the tv because if its not doctor who, Sherlock, star trek (don’t judge me) or any other nerdy shit that they probably hate I will not be interested. I say hi to everyone, There is four boys on the couch , im pretty sure I know where luke is but I ask anyways “up in his room” beau says without taking his eyes off of the tv screen. I walk up the stairs slowly I don’t know what to expect ut here goes nothing, I turn the knob on the door and open the door my heart drops at the sight im seeing I mean I over think things but not once did this cross my mind oh my god I think I should walk away but im frozen , Luke and his girlfriend are making out right in front of me. I didn’t think it would hurt that bad if didn’t like him, but It did and I do, I really like him and what im seeing really hurts “I..” they stop sucking each others faces and look at me “sorry wrong room” I mumble and quickly shut the door and find the bathroom. don’t cry, don’t you fucking dare cry aliyah , I remember my dad’s words when I fell out of the swing set and sprained my ankle when I was 7 “ don’t cry aliyah crying makes you seem weak and you’re a strong girl” this fucking sucks.. I should’ve saw it coming I mean he practically praised me before I left. Did I really think he would sit around and wait for me look at him he’s fucking Luke brooks…honestly I didn’t think he was going to wait for me but I also didn’t think it would hurt this much to see him with someone else. Breathe and get over yourself aliyah walk out here with a smile don’t be such a little bitch.

I do exactly that but when I get to the living room Luke is there with Cassandra  sitting on his lap, goddamnit this is going to be harder than I thought.

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Its been at least a week and I haven’t said a word to Luke nor Cassandra  she’s a nice girl and she deserves Luke I mean he wasn’t mine in the first place I need to stop whining about this shit.

Im not going to do anything dramatic like shave my head or kill people ive just been thinking about it more than I should be , it just bothers me. Them. Together, being cute and shit I just think that that should be me but what I feel doesn’t matter as long as everyone is happy im happy. I have skip and beau in the mean time we can be cute single people and get drunk and that is exactly what we’re going to do on this lovely Friday evening. James girlfriend flew in and Luke, Cassandra, jai, and Lindsay are going on a date Lindsay didn’t want to go because she is worried but I mean the worst me and the boys could do is either burn down the house or get arrested (again).

The boys are playing pool and im on my 5th shot and rewatching doctor who I don’t know man its going pretty good so far for me at least I keep giggling every time David tennant says anything. By the time I get to the episode called doomsday im half way through the bottle and drunk off my ass. At first beau was keeking and then they all sat down eating chips very loudly and really into it by the end I was sobbing (again) and the boys were pretty much knocked out. So I put away everthing into the kitchen and literally crawled up to beaus room and fell into the deepest sleep only to be awakened by a trip to the bathroom once or twice. 

You know what I learned hangovers suck. You know what else sucks having a hangover with really loud music blaring in the house. I walk down stairs and turn down the stereo and sit down to find Lindsay already with an Advil and coffee. “morning sleeping cuntwagons how’s your hangover” Lindsay say adding loudness to the word hangover that’s when I see beau walk in then skip they both look exceptionally like they just woke up and don’t have a hangover “shhh woman your mouth is making noises and I don’t like it”  I whisper holding my head. god this sucks.

(a/n)

hello guys yeah heres a better chapter i guess i would love it if you guys would share this with you fellow janoskianators it would mean the world to me and also i hope you enjoy it 

love always,

-chea xx