Do I have a choice? Or do I just fall head over heals?

chapter4

Just wanted to say thanks to brokensilence for adding my story to her libary... thanks

And just so everyone knows the first couple of chapter are like all filler chapters, so all the really good stuff is going to be happening later on in the story so I hope everyone hangs in there with me, but i promise that I will upload soon so it gets there soon enough

hope you enjoy

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"Alright Alyssa, what do you want to do?" I smiled down at the cute little girl. "We can do anything you want, but it has to be resonable."

"Can you do my hair and make up." I nodded. She grabbed my hand and started jumping up and down. "And can we watch a movie while your doing it."

I laughed and nodded again. We went into the living room, Jayden went to my room to get the stuff, while I got on Demand and she picked out the bratz movie. I sat down on the couch and Alyssa sat down at my feet. Jayden came down with the stuff and plugged in the straightener. "How do you want your hair?" I asked

"Surprise me, but make it look good, daddy always makes it look bad." I laughed and pulled her brown hair out of the ponytail it was in.Her hair wasnt that long but it wasnt short. After I was done straighting it, it reached about a little below her shoulders. I put a little bump in the front, then I curled some parts of her hair.

Jayden started working on her hair, while I painted her nails, I was doing it with bright pink and with the crackle nail polish on top. By the time she was all done the movie was ending. "Are you hungry?" Jayden asked.

"Yes, could we have Mac&cheese please"

"I think I might even have spongebob shaped." She grinned at me and nodded. I laughed, she was soo cute, she had big bright blue eyes and she was wearing tan eyeshadow. "Oh and did I tell you, you look like you could be a model." Her smile got even bigger if that was even posibable.

"Let me see, let me see." She grabbed my hand and started bouncing.

"Ill start dinner, you go show her what she looks like." I mouthed a thank you to Jay, and lead Alyssa to the bathroom. I picked her up and put her on the counter.

"Aww thank you" She then reached over and gave me a hug. "Can we take a picture?"

"I think we can." I pulled out my cell phone and turned the camra on. "Say cheese" We both grinned as big as we could and I took the picture. "Aww look at that, we look like rockstars"

"Dinner is ready" Jayden called from the kitchen. I put Alyssa back on the ground and we walked back in the kitchen. I pured Alyssa a glass of milk and set it on the table in front of her while I poured Jays and me a glass of Pepsi. "What would you like to do after this Alyssa?"

"Can we watch another movie?" Jayden nodded. "Could we watch Tangled"

After eating and watching Tangled, Alyssa fell asleep on the couch. It was about almost time for her to be picked up. It was only 10:30 though so we still had a half hour to kill. I ran to the kitchen and grabbed a two shot glasses and filled them with vodka. "What are you doing were watching a kid here, we can not get drunk." Jayden came in yelling at me.

I laughed at her. "Were not getting drunk, its only one shot, and my mom got this new type of vodka from like Europe or something and said it is really good, I just wanted to have a taste." She sighed but nodded, we both grabbed the glasses, clanked them together then swung them down. "Wow that is really good, it has just the right amount of burn to it."

I out the bottle back in the cabnit then locked it, putting the key back under the silver wear try. My mom had no idea I knew it was there. I then washed the glasses and put them back in the cabnit. Jayden and I went back in the living room and sat on the floor right in front of the tv so we didnt have to turn the volume up more then a couple notches, then we put on family guy.

About a show and a half later there was a knock on the door. "Finally took you long enough" I said while pulling it open.There stood Mr.Tate infront of me. He was walking alittle off but he wasnt drunk, just a little tipsy.

"Sorry, had a few to many drinks and lost track of time, now can I have my baby angel." I smiled at him. It was sweet that he cared so much for her daughter. But it still did bug me that he thought he was going to be driving her home while he's been drinking. "Is she asleep?"

"Yep, she fell asleep alittle after dinner." He started coming in but then stopped short. "Whats wrong" I asked. I really hope everything is okay, I didnt fell like doing anything, im to tired.

"May I please use your restroom" I nodded. "Thank you"

"Right this way, Mr.Tate." I started walking in the direction to the bathroom, it was right across the hall from my bedroom. I stopped infront of it and turned on the light "Right in there." He went in and clossed the door.

I went back in the living room and saw Jayden picking up Alyssa. She smothed down the part of her hair that was sticking up. Alyssa still looked like before she went to sleep, her make up didnt smear, and her hair didnt get that messed up. "Jayden, thank you for helping out."

"No problemo, just remeber though, now you can use this as a excuse to get out of detention tomorrow." I laughed. "Now you dont have to skip lunch, but I dont understand why you woundnt, Mr.Tate is a fine piece of ass."

"Oh my god Jayden, he is our teacher, thats gross." I was still laughing pretty hard. She refered everybody that she thought was hot, but wound not date to 'a fine piece of ass'.

"Well thank you Jayden, remind me to give you extra credit tomorrow" Mr.Tate said coming in from the other room. Jays face turned a bright red. "And as for you" He said turning and facing me. "I will not let you use this as a excuse to get out of detention, but I will kindly pay both of you $10"

"Okay" Jayden piped in before I had the chance to say anything. I just nodded. "And Alyssa was so sweet the whole time. But just so you know, she doesnt like the way you do her hair" I laughed. Remebering Alyssas comment earlyer about how he always makes her hair look bad.

He handed us both the money and chuckled "Well Im not a girl, I dont do hair very well."

"Not all boys are bad at hair, Sean is actually pretty good at it" I said. "Oh and he can pick out the cutest clothes, he praticlly picked out my whole closet"

Jayden nodded in agreement. Alyssa began to stir in Jaydens arms "Daddy?" Aww. She looked so cute. She started to rub her eyes but then stopped remebering her make up. "Daddy, look they did my make up" Jayden thin handed Alssa over to Mr.Tate.

"And you look adoriable, but we got to get you home, thank you and good night ladies, see you tomorrow" Then he left.

I flopped down on my bed with Jayden on the pull out matress below me. " I cant wait till I can have my own kids" I heard right before I fell asleep.

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Im sorry it wasnt that good, I tryed to make it long.

Im sorta letting the story just go. I dont really have a main idea im just going with the flow so if you have any suggestions, let me know

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