Lay with me

Chapter 8: Layla

I named my baby girl Layla, after Lay, but her last name is Kim because I ended up remarrying with Kai. I told him that I would never feel the same towards him as I felt towards Lay and that I would not want to have any more children, but he accepted that. I loved Lay in the past and still love him, but Kai is like my soulmate. 

The media must think it is strange and that I just want attention from paparazzi, but I try to ignore them as best I can. I am just living my life and appreciating every single moment of it. I do not understand how Kai can love me the way he does, but he says that I am just down to earth and he has not met another girl like me before. A lot of people say that once they get to know me instead of just believing the silly tabloids.

I have become known as a Kim Kardashian in Korea because I have become famous off of my men, but I have not used this fame to make money nor have a reality tv show even though I have received many offers. I advocate veganism and eating healthy. I fight for women's rights. 

My life with Lay was perfect and I love him so much, but He had greater plans for him. Being with Lay feels surreal now that I look back on it, but when I look at Layla, I see him. She is already five years old and will be starting kindergarten very soon. I am filled with joy and have been through so much. With Kai, I can do anything. We may not have convinced our families yet, but we can do it together. I will always love Kai, Layla, and Lay.