Take You (Cameron Dallas Fanfiction)

Chapter 12

Cameron's P.O.V
I decided that since we couldnt go out for a real dinner. I'd cook for Mia... yes i cook, so what? Anyway she came down in a dress and i smiled. She looked so beautiful. She smiled looking at the candle lit dinner. "Wow." She said and i reached for her hand. "This is amazing." She continued and i chuckled. We sat down and she started eating. She moaned and closed her eyes. "How does a gang leader find the time to learn how to cook this good?" She asked and i chuckled. "My mom taught me a little before she..." I started then stopped.
"Cam, you dont have to talk about it." She said putting her hand on mine. "I think i'm ready to tell you." I said and she looked at me. "A-are you sure?" She asked and i nodded. "I was 10 and my mom and i were at home. I didnt really know my dad so yea, we were alone and some men came into the house and... tied me to a chair while t-they raped h-her and they forced me to watch... a-and then they- they killed her." I said and i just couldnt keep it together anymore. I immediately started crying. She sat on my lap and hugged me. "It's okay babe, i'm right here." She whispered rocking me. I finally stopped and she looked at me. "I am so sorry, i had no-" she started but i cut her off by kissing her. "I love you." I whispered and she smiled. "I love you too." I looked down and she sighed. "I'm gonna make you feel better." She said getting up and pulling me upstairs. She connected our lips and put my hand on her ass. I lifted her up and placed her on the bed. She lifted my shirt over my head and i flipped us over making her straddled me. She unzipped her dress and was about to slip it off. "Mia wait." I said and she have me a confused look. "We cant... do this." I sighed.
"But i thought this was what you wanted." She said. "Yea it is. But i know you dont."
"Yes i do." She said trying to convince herself. "Babe you dont have to do this for me." I said and she sighed and climbed off me. She stood looking at herself and i wrapped my arms around her waist. "H-how... in what way do i remind you o-of your mom?" She asked nervously. She still remembers the time i snapped at her for asking. "You're just as beautiful, just as caring, you both put others' needs before yours and you're both special to me." I replied and she blushed. "Can we go to bed now?" I asked and she nodded. She went to the bathroom to change and i just stripped to my boxer. She came back and layed beside me. "I love you." I mumbled into her ear and she giggled. In no time we both fell asleep. Did i do the right thing turning down sex?