Going Down With A Fight

~Chapter 47~

I woke up the next morning to a thunderstorm. I picked up cody and wrapped him in a blanket. I walked around my room swaying as the lightning cracks across the 2 a.m morning sky. I walked back and forth slowly rocking him. Someone knocked on the door. I opened the door to see Shawn. He looked like he had been up a while and asked, "Do you want some company?" I shrugged and looked into his eyes. "Sorry, I've been up and can't sleep. I wanted to know if you needed anything." I smiled at his bashfulness. "Of course." He looked up and smiled. He asked to hold Cody. I let him, and he kissed his forehead. I walked downstairs to fix him a bottle. I filled it and ran back up to my room. Shawn was now laying in my bed with Cody asleep on his chest. Shawn was on his back with one arm under his head. The other was lightly drawing circles into Cody's back. Cody's head slightly rising and falling with every breath Shawn toke. I giggled at the cute sight. I grabbed my phone and took a picture.

I set the bottle on the bedside table and whispered to Shawn that it was for Cody when he woke up.

~In The Morning~

Shawn was still there sleeping. I turned over and picked up a silent baby. I changed his diaper, and sang him a morning lullaby. I looked over to see Shawn still sleeping. His hair cutely messed up, his plump lips were slightly parted and he was snuggling into the blankets. I giggled and kissed him on the forehead. I walked with Cody downstairs. I made coffee and pancakes. Justin came down and took Cody into the living room. He laid him on his lap as he watched some past videos of concerts, holidays, and birthdays. I finished the pancakes and topped them with chocolate chips. I sighed and went up to get everyone up. I came down with everyone following behind. Gilinsky looked horrible and Johnson was so sick with grief and guilt. 

Mahogany was dressed and helped me clean up. I finally pulled myself together and decided to take a run and get into shape. I ran upstairs to change into Nike pros, a pink t-shirt, and pink Nike's. We ran and I got a cramp in my leg. So we went to Starbucks while I tried to walk it off. I got chocolate milk and Mahogany got and Double chocolate chip frappe. We went home and I showered. I slipped on some sweats, and a sweatshirt. I walked downstairs and Caitlyn brushed my hair as we watched The Visit. I called Maggie asking if she could come over she couldn't because she was with family. Nash was making popcorn and we were taking an intermission when Eric had a coughing fit. He started to cough really bad and soon started coughing blood.