Jasmine's POV
"GUYS WILL YOU SHUT THE HELL UP! " I screamed, causing everyone to become silent.
"Thank you, "I muttered, Opening my laptop.
It had been almost 2 months since the Emma gala had taken place. My performance had gone viral, and people were loving the new Jasmine Porter, as they liked to call it.
Isac and I had recorded our song, and was already in the charts for about 2 weeks. The song was a slow one, it was loosely based on our relationship. Josh liked the idea of that, But of Course both our dad's had retaliated against it.
Flashback
"NO!" Fredi roared, looking into the computer.
"Why not?!?!!" Josh said, sounding tensed.
"Because it's there private life, I don't think they want to sing about it "My dad said, sounding calm.
"Actually we don't mind, "Isac said, interrupting everyone. "There's not really a lot of songs about the things that happened to us, "
I nodded biting my lip.
"Then it's settled, "Josh said happily, "The song will be based on their relationship, "
End of flashback
The familiar ringtone started filling the silent room.
"HIIIIIIII" Julia squealed, from the other side of the call.
"HEYYYY," I squealed back.
"Congrats on the single btw, "She said, smiling. "I'm so proud of you,"
I sighed.
"What's wrong? " She asked, looking concerned.
"Nothing, "I lied.
She gave me "Bitchyoubettertellmelaterlook".
"Where is everyone? " I asked, looking at my own crew.
"Danu and Lasse are out , Alex is sitting next to me stuffing his face with cheese and I thing Isac's in his room , " She said giggling .
"Let me guess, Noora is talking too Finch?" I said grinning.
"Yeah, how do you know? " She asked, looking at me in surprise.
"Hummmmm because finch is in the same room as me you dummy, "I said laughing.
"Don't call my girlfriend a dummy, "Alex said, His face filling the screen.
"uummmm Excuse me but she's my best friend, "I said smirking.
"How you would feel if I called Isac a dummy, "He said coyly.
I felt heat flood up to my face. I was pretty sure was now blushing widely. Just the mention of his name made me feel so alive.
"Shut up, I wouldn't care, "I mumbled, looking everywhere but the screen.
"Let me go to him, "Julia screamed grabbing the phone out of Alex's hand.
"NO! " I screamed.
I could hear Julia giggle madly, with Alex on her footsteps. They ran through the slightly familiar house, speeding towards Isac's room.
"Oh ISAC!" Julia squealed, barging into his room.
I felt my heart drop to my feet, once again.
Isac was laying on his bed, but a brunette haired girl was straddling him. She had both his hands locked in her own. They were giggling together as the girl leaned over and whispered something into his ear.
I heard alex and Julia gasp on the other side of the call.
"Julia, sorry, I...i nee...Bye, "I muttered, slamming the laptop down angrily.
"Jasmine are you ok? " I heard someone say, as I jumped out my set and rushed upstairs.
This is how it felt ...
To watch someone you love, love someone else.
The picture wouldn't leave my blurry eyes.
They looked so happy, so in love.
I slid down my locked door, sobbing uncontrollably.
I felt the familiar feeling rush back into my mind.
3 years ago , The same feeling took over me .
This feeling .....
It's the same as dying.
Isac's POV
"Julia, sorry, I...i nee...Bye, "The familiar voice say, before I heard the signal of the call ending.
Karissa looked at Alex and Julia in surprise, she quickly scrambled of me and stood up.
"H...hi I'm Karissa, "She said, smiling.
Julia looked at her a little uncertainly.
"Who were you talking too? " I asked.
"Why do you care?!" Julia said coldly.
"Just tell me who you were talking too! " I said angrily.
Julia sent me daggers.
"I was talking to the girl who is madly in love with you and just watched you and some other girl being all coupley "She said, storming out the door.
"Jasmine, "I muttered, shaking my head.
"Who's Jasmine? " Karissa asked sweetly.
"My Soulmate, "I whispered.
Heyyy
Uh oh !
Who the hell is Karrisa and what is she going to do .
I should probably come clean . I'm a bad person . I'm a really bad person . I relapsed again , 3 or 4 days ago . I know I shouldn't of but I couldn't do it anymore . I feel alone even though I have a ll my friends but I seem so selfish so I don't say anything . People always expect me to be string and take everything I get . People always say that I have a nice life so stop complaining . I swish other people could feel what I feel tbh Why can't life be easy .
The other day the guy that I liked for almost 2 years and i actually had a long distance relationship for a year told me that he hated me and he never wanted to talk to me again . He also said that he would find better . Idk but that kinda hurt . I had so much hope in him but i guess it's my fault for trusting him in the first place . Things like this are the reason i don't tell people things .It's why I'm this messed up and can't trust people .
It's like drowning but everyone aroubd you is fine and happy .
I 'll be fine . I just got to think of the better days ahead.
Sorry guys , I don't think you wanted to hear this ... Sorry .
Anyways hope you enjoy .
Bye x
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Fast Forward - Isac Elliot ( Sequel to Countdown)
Fanfiction"Why can I not Fast Forward my life , to when I'm finally happy and don't have to try mend the heart that you broke almost 3 years ago !?! "
