It had been about a month scince since the poision thing with Zuko. He had recovered and gotten the toxins in a week.
I had been throwing up every once in a while and I started to think Nya was right I was pregnant. I had to get rid of the baby.
I was going back to Zuko's room after training in the morning. Zuko was still training completely shirtless and showing off to me as always.
I took a bath and got dressed in my fire nation clothing. Once I was done Zuko had just walked in to the room.
I had been waiting to tell him about the baby and my thoughts of getting rid of it. I knew it sounded heartless but I couldn't keep it even as much as I wanted too.
If I returned home wouldn't it die anyways? I mean I couldn't go home pregnant saying I got fucked by anime character that dosen't exsitse, I sound completely crazy.
"Zuko, we need to talk" I said as I threw a towel and he started to wipe off his sweat.
He looked a bit worried when I said that.
"What is it?" Zuko asked.
"I've been meaning to tell you something...." I said slowly trying to force the words out.
"Im........im pregnant" I said and I felt like crying for some reason.
Instead of exspecting Zuko angry or sad he smiled. Zuko walked towards me kneeled down and kissed my stomach.
"I can't wait to meet my son" Zuko said surpriseing me at his reaction.
"Well you won't" I said feeling like the bad person, which I am and always will be.
"What do you mean?" Zuko said as he got up and we were face to face close enough to kiss.
"Well, I can't have this baby, Zuko im not ready to be a mother, and if I go home won't the baby die anyways?" I explained.
"Were not going to kill the baby, you're haveing the baby and that's final" Zuko said screaming.
"No I don't want the baby! I can't keep him! It's hard enough to keep you so how will I be able to keep him" I screamed back.
"You're scared" Zuko whisspered in to my ear and I collapsed in to his comforting arms. I started to cry out of nowhere for some reason feeling completely confused.
"I don't know.......maybe......I just din't know" I said still sobing.
Whenever I cried it wasn't that small cry that dosen't mess you up at all, I did the ugly cries with my hair a mess, eyes puffy red, skin drenched in tears and occasionally snoot comeing out from my nose.
"It's okay......I promise everything will be fine just keep the baby okay" Zuko said as he got back a bit still holding my waist with one arm and useing his other hand to gently lift my face.
"Okay" I said nodeing and a curve found its way across his face. I was used to his rare smiles that only I saw.
"We should tell uncle" Zuko said as he started for the door and I grabed his big hand in to my small one pulling him back as hard as I could.
"No.....I don't think nows the time we should wait" I said and e looked at me his little curved smile was now a shraight line. The usual expresion on his face.
"Were telling Uncle" Zuko said forceingly grabing my wrists playfully as if I was his prisoner. He pulled me towards him so close I could hear him breathing.
"Fine....but he won't be too happy" I said as Zuko gave me vampire kisses makeing me think of Bella and Edward from twilight.
I used to like them but once te second movie came out it ruined the whole series. I was really looking to the movies since I had read all the books. Although The Host was pretty good.
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