I Won't Be Invisible Forever.

Chapter Six.

I was in love. No matter how wrong it was and no matter how much I wanted to stop it, I couldn't. It was horrible. He was my teacher and we could never be together which is what hurt me the most. It didn't even matter that he was getting a divorce, either. He could never love me the way I love him.

Every time I looked into his beautiful baby blue eyes I just wanted to melt. He was taller than myself, which I also loved about him. Reid was nice, funny, smart, caring, amazing.. anything you could want a guy to be. That's what he was. Trust me, if I had the choice of being in love with him or not, I wouldn't. It was too heartbreaking.

I walked into the classroom, prepared for another horrible Spanish class. I sat in my usual seat and listened as Mr.Kennedy explained that exams were coming up and he wanted all of us to be as prepared as possible.

He started writing down a bunch of notes on the board and I copied every single thing he wrote. When he stopped writing and explained something, I copied whatever he said down as well. It was extremely hard to focus on the words coming out of his mouth because I was more focused on him. It had been getting worse recently. I know I should listen to what he says, but it's so hard.

My heart was hurting just thinking about the end of the school year. There would be a possibility of me never seeing him again. I could only imagine how hard that would be on me. He probably wouldn't even shed a tear.

The bell rang, indicating the class was over. I took my time leaving on purpose because I loved just being around him. I heard him talking to Emily so I didn't bother waiting around. Emily was so pretty, I wouldn't be surprised if he spoke to her over me because of her looks. I was an ugly piece of trash. She was gorgeous.

Just because Emily's a bitch, doesn't mean I'm going to call her ugly, which she is not, and stoop to her level.

I was desperately craving Reid's attention today for some reason. I knew every day I was falling more and more in love with him. I couldn't help it.

"Desiree!" I heard a heavenly voice call after me. I knew it was Reid's.

"Yes?" I said, turning around trying not to sound to eager.

"Have a great day," he said, smiling at me.

"Thanks, you too," I said, returning the smile.

I walked out of class with butterflies attacking each other inside my stomach. That was all I needed to get me through the rest of the day.