life brings lots of things
learning
pain
hurt
happiness
anger
its all part of it
learning
its like descending into the ocean
its relaxing at first then anxiety overfills you
you feel the coolness cover your skin
as your body sinks
then you feel the lack of breath and struggle to breath
your head head pops up now and then giving you one breath of ocean air then you descend again
that symbolizes that moment of happiness to just be pulled under again
and its like that until you finally begin to sink
and once you hit the bottom
your nothing
no one
in the end
its like falling into the ocean
like a quiet whisper of the word goodbye and its over
everything is nothing now
you close your eyes and realize it truly is
everything
your senses dull
its what a dying spirit and soul feels like
and then you know its really
over
by falling into the ocean
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Journal (feelings dreams and...whatever else really.
Poetrymy held in emotions my tortured feelings my anger and sadness all here
