Journal (feelings dreams and...whatever else really.

things just keep getting worse

why is my life crashing down......

my happiness is uncommon because I don't want to show it.....

I think I'm with Amy I no longer am going to speak but I'll ease into it as well......

I'll start slowing down my talkativeness and then one day I'll shut down completely.......

I understand how she feels like I never did before.........

I miss all the people I'll never see........

I care about all the people who could care less about me......

I love all the people who hate me.......

I fight with those who don't want to fight me.............

I'm such a mistake with life I sometimes feel like I shouldn't have been born......

that maybe people would be happier without me........

probably so......