nothing ever goes as planned everything just blows up In my face...... I can't see my sister because her grandparents changed their mind...... I can't see James no matter how hard I try to see him it's like every intersection we just missed each other......
why does this happen to me why always me........ I can't see my mother.......my father is a rapist pervert......... my whole life is full of crazies ready to knock down my door.......... I can't take much more of this..........

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