Journal (feelings dreams and...whatever else really.

beliefs.

I guess I understand the Christian religion in a way.....

I guess it's well..... something to believe in...... something to believe in.... a way to feel..... less empty.......you could say......but just because it's someone else's way doesn't mean it's mine...... I have my own beliefs...... but I'm so afraid to tell some people..... what if I came home with a girlfriend..... what would everyone think?.......

being this way is hard......................

but I want to be this way........ I don't want to change.......... I don't mean to be a freak of nature but I guess that's what category I belong in.....