IS THIS A DREAM//adopted by Phan

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this is a story i have been writing for about a month now it's kinda rubbish and has quite a few mistakes i hope you like it none the less thank you -shannon

CHAPTER ONE

Hi my name is Alex I'm 14 years old, I live in London in an orphanage. I have lived here since I was 4 years old so I have become accustom to the mean taunting of my peers. However it does get to me sometimes.

Today I'm meeting my favourite people in the world Dan and Phil, it's their tour day in Brighton.

I arrive at the stadium with 10 minutes to spare for the meet and greet before the show. I was at the end of the queue. Oh us British and our queuing.

The line started getting shorter and shorter and soon enough there was only three people left in front of me, I started to panic. Oh no not here please I thought, to late. i started to go into a full on panic attack I started to scratch at my arms they bled but i didn't care. I was shaking in the corner of the room my anxiety overwhelming me i couldn't breath. Then I felt a pair of strong hand on my shoulders trying to stop me from shaking. I heard a voice i could just make out the words it had said, "calm down, please i don't know who you are but please." i started to calm down a little i opened my eyes to see a male figure in front of me, he had short black hair with a fringe sweeping to the right i looked at my surroundings i notice there was an almost identical boy standing looking worriedly at me i realised then that this was Dan and Phil. Oh shiz. "Oh My God i'm so sorry i'm so so sor-" "stop apologising what happened just now?" Phil questioned me still looking quite worried. My mouth was dry i couldn't speak i try to say something but only inarticulate sounds came out phil stood up and walked to the water cooler that was in the middle of the room, he got a cup and walked back over handing the cup to me. i took a swig of the water and it instantly began to work dan was now crouching beside me rubbing circles on my back phil walked off and dan finally spoke up "hey lets get you cleaned up ok?" he said before turning to me i just nodded i went to get up but the world started spinning i found myself falling to the ground. dan instantly came back over to me and said "I'll carry you ok?" "you won't be able to because you can barley carry all the shopping up the stairs and i'm ten times heavier then them, i'm fat" i stated dan just frowned and placed his arm under my legs near my knees and the other supporting my back he lifted me off of the ground and stated " i'm not as weak i look. and your not heavy at all" he proceeded to take me into the bathroom backstage i just sat on the side of the sinks whilst dan got some tissue and wet it however when he place it on my arm i winced "sorry" he had a sincere apologetic look on his face. Which was an experience to me as everyone hated me. "i don't mean to intrude but why did you have a panic attack out there... Don't worry you don't need to tell me if you don't want to it's just you looked really distraught" i felt really embarrassed but i decided to tell him even if he laughed at me it wouldn't be as bad as what the kids at the home do to me i took a deep breath. your ready to do this, you can do this. "well my name is Alex i'm 14 i live in an orphanage and I've been there since i was 4 i get bullied a lot and i have no friends i can't even trust my social workers i use to cut my arms from the age of 11 as it all got too much i finally found you and phil on YouTube and you were my release instead of cutting when ever i felt down i would watch you videos and it would cheer me up i had an anxiety and panic attack back there as i thought you would hate me like everyone else or even be repulsed by my presence and i guess i just panicked i'm sorry" i said quickly stumbling over my words instead of talking dan just wrapped me in a tight hug phil walked in still looking worried he saw Dan's face which now had a few tears running down it he walked swiftly over to dan engulfing him into a hug dan spoke up after a little bit "phil we need to talk. And Alex please meet us after the show i will tell them to let you through and if they don't get them to phone me ok?" i just nodded phil grabbed my arm softly avoiding the delicate skin that was now torn a took a bandage and wrapped it around my arm. They ushered me out of the bathroom and took me to the front of the stadium i walked in and took my seat as they walked backstage.

After the show i walked to the back stage area and told the young receptionist that dan asked me to come back here she looked confused but she asked my name i told her 'alex' "well your not on the list so sorry you can't go back there" she spoke with disgust in her voice "please, oh wait he said to call him if you didn't let me through just call him and he will explain" i told her partly upset and partly monotone she looked at me and said "fine" she rung dans phone they spoke for a little bit when she hung up and told me to go through to room 349 i walked the halls slowly looking at all the numbers on the door until i found what i was looking for i knocked on the door and heard a faint 'come in' i opened the door slowly peaking my head round the corner of the door i walked in and shut the door carefully behind me i walked over to the figures sitting on the sofa and stood awkwardly when two pairs of strong arms wrapped me into a giant bear hug i chuckled at this slightly. Well who couldn't "hi to you too" i said still chuckling lightly at the buffoons that stood engulfing me in a hug "we're going to adopt you!" dan almost shouted. Wait. What i can't comprehend what i have just heard "dan you didn't have to be so blunt and say it." phil scoffed OMG PHAN IS ADOPTING ME. ME OF ALL HUMAN BEINGS ME. THIS MUST BE A DREAM.