IS THIS A DREAM//adopted by Phan

Chapt. 4 a turn for the worst

CHAPTER 4

After my hellish night sleep i stayed with dan and phil on the sofa snuggling with them in their warm embraces i woke up around 9 A.M dan wasn't up yet. that was understandable phil was up in the kitchen i peered round the door to see him hunched over eating dans cereal i cleared my throat letting him know i was behind him "oh dam don't look at my secret shame" he stated hiding his face in his hands "number 1. it's not a secret the whole internet knows about it Number 2. i'm not going to tell dan but if he finds his cereal missing and tries to blame me i won't hesitate to throw you in the firing zone" i stated laughing at how ridiculous he was being "OK. Deal" he said holding out his hand for me to shake i took it into my own and shook his hand i went to the cupboard and reached for a glass i wasn't quiet tall enough to reach it so phil came behind me and lifted me up by my waist so i could get the one i wanted i grabbed the cup and phil placed me back down onto the floor "thank you" i said smiling happily at him he just nodded i went over to the tap and ran it getting it as cold as possible i put the cup underneath the flowing water until it reached the brim i turned the tap off and began to sip at the water "you know you don't have to drink just plain water we do have juice or fizzy dinks" phil laughed silently "oh right sorry i'm just used to not eating, and drinking the water from my bathroom sink" i said looking down feeling ashamed of my idiocy "it's ok you're here now there is no need to be upset hey look at me " he said crouching down to my eye level "you are the prettiest funniest girl in the world and i'm happy that me and dan are lucky enough to have you in our lives. If there is anything we can do for you please do not hesitate to ask ok?" he asked i nodded. Some time passed by as now it was 12 P.M dan is just waking up i went towards him and sat next to him on the sofa a phone started ringing from next to me dan got up and grabbed the phone he looked at the caller I.D and answered "hello..um yeah sure... We have someone for you to meet anyway.. Who's coming?.. Ok sure that should be fine....you know the address right?.. Yeah ok see you soon bye." he ended the phone call and turned towards me "hey princess did you sleep better once phil was hugging us?" he asked me i could see the blush on his face from him saying phil hugged us "yeah the dream went away and i was just there in a black abyss of unconsciousness" i laughed "ok.. So there are a few people coming over today and they will be here in about an hour so go get ready and wear what ever you want i know you don't have many clothes so we might go out shopping later or you could go with one of the people coming over as outside world is weird" he laughed i giggled as well and went and got changed into my dan and phil pocket pixel shirt and my TRXYE jumper that my old class mate Addison got me. Thinking about Addison made me cry so i blocked out all of the thoughts.

I change into my black skinny jeans and put on my shirt and jumper the jumper was slightly to big for me it went half way down my thigh i remembered that i hadn't put any clean bandages on around my ribs and wrist

"DAD!" i shouted "yes honey" dan said walking into my room "do you have any bandages and plasters?" i asked a little scared of what he might respond with "we do why?" he asked me "um well" i lifted up my shirt but covered my bra still "OMG! My poor baby what happened?" he asked gently with sorrow filled eyes "the day you came to get me um She pulled me down a flight of stairs i luckily didn't break anything it just kinda hurts." i said calmly trying to show him not to worry to much he instantly engulfed me into a hug being careful of the bruising along my torso "i'm fine i promise" i said after he pulled away "ok" is all he replied with he left my room and a minute later returned with a box of plasters and bandages he placed the plasters over the cuts and then bandaged my torso tight enough that it wouldn't hurt i pulled my top back down over the freshly bandaged wound and then attended to my wrist i took of the bandage phil had put on it the day before a saw how bad it was now it was quiet big but i didn't dawn on it for to long as dan bandaged it up after wiping it with an alcohol wipe. The door bell went after a little bit of talking "I'll get it!!" phil shouted up to me and dan i could hear muffled voices mainly greeting eachother dan grabbed my hand and lifted me onto his hip i was small for my age i looked more like an 11 year old then a 14 year old. Dan took me into the lounge where the people were now sitting i looked around and saw the people; Zoe sugg, Joe sugg, Alfie deyes and Louise pentland. I felt slightly discomforted as most of my YouTube heroes/heroines where here i started to feel my anxiety dan saw this he put me in the hall way and held my hands apart not wanting me to scratch my arms again he kissed my forehead and started to whisper nice things to me to make me calm down zoe had walked out she has experience with anxiety so she helped dan out and got me to calm down dan had now cradled me in his arms i had my face pressed against his chest to hide it from everyone. We walked back into the lounge zoe told everyone not to worry and that everything is fine "so who is this liddle one?" alfie asked "well this is Alex and she is well she is our daughter now we adopted her yesterday after we met her. And before you ask no we are not in a relationship. We just wanted to do right by alex" dan said i could hear the hint of sadness in his voice when he said him and phil aren't in a relationship. "oh.." they all spoke. "hey zo, louise" dan said "yeah" they replied in unison "do you think you would be able to take alex out on a little shopping spree? as 1. i'm not a girl so ya and 2. i don't like the outside world it's strange" he asked "of course no problem " zoe chuckled at his immaturity "okay sure it will be a girls day out" louise almost shouted i was a little nervous to leave for town without dan or phil as what if the kids from school see me or if they hurt zoe and louise for being with me i could feel myself start to panic so i buried my face further into dans chest to get rid of the thoughts and to calm myself down a bit " hey missy don't make me have to tickle you" joe suddenly bursts out saying. I remove my head from dans chest and give him a blank stare everyone laughed but they laughed with me not at me which made me feel slightly more comfortable. I agreed to go shopping with zoe and louise but i told them i only wanted to be tops 1 hour and a half dan and phil agreed to this so me zoe and louise headed out towards town we went in zoe's car as she doesn't like public transport that much we arrive in town and started shopping we first went into top shop where i tried on a lot of things in the end i got 2 button up shirts one that was black and blue chequered and one that was red and black chequered i also got a new pair of black skinny jeans and a new pair of black combat boots we proceeded through town i wanted to stop off at Primark and see if they have any nice leather jackets i saw on that i liked so i picked it up and paid for it with the money dan had given to me i was walking out of the store to see zoe and louise (we had split up to get shopping done quicker, as they wanted to go into new look to find leather jackets as well if i didn't find one in Primark) but when i walk out of the shop i was punched in the gut by none other than her she smiled deviously at me and walked off i just sat on the ground clutching my ribs and stomach zoe saw me and immediately ran over to me whilst louise rung dan i presume she asked me what happened but all i could say way "her get dad" it's all i kept repeating louise came over and lifted me into her lap and stroked my hair and told me "dan is on his way he will be about 5 minutes ok Joe's driving them here he will be here soon calm down" louise was very soothing. Well she does have a child of her own and she is very intelligent zoe sat there on the edge of tears i guess she was blaming herself for leaving me "zoe" i croaked out "y..yes sweetheart" she replied trying to hold back the river of tiers "please don't blame yourself it's her fault not yours please zoe it's not your fault" i said softly trying to keep on a brave face dan, phil, alfie and joe showed up no less than a minute later alfie went over to zoe to comfort her whilst dan and phil engulfed me into a hug "what happened?" phil asked "her" i said simply phil didn't understand but dan did he held me tighter and told me everything will be ok and that it's his fault for leaving me "please dad it's not your fault for leaving me and daddy I'll explain who her is when we get home" i hadn't called phil daddy before and i could see how pleased he was that i said it i hugged them tighter dan stood up holding me in his arms and changed the subject of the convocation "so what did you buy?" he asked "um i got some button ups some shoes jeans and a jacket" i replied we headed for the cars i got in zoe's with dan and phil whilst alfie and louise went in joe's.