Im pregnant

I cant take the pain

Maxine just came from walking with her mom. "That was a good walk huh."her mom said. "Yeah it wasn't bad at all."max said. "Good that walking help the baby to come out early, it also releases stress. Cause I know you've been going through some things."her momma said. Maxine looked at her. "We all go through it child you probably feel like the whole world is on your shoulders,but you just stay strong baby."her momma said. Maxine smiled and started to frown once she started feeling pain. She held on to her moms shoulder and squeezed it tight."Oh snap baby come on have a seat."her momma said. "I can't move. Momma I can't move it hurts."Maxine said holding her belly tight. "Okay you gotta walk it off. Let's just try,max."her momma said. Maxine didn't move. "We gotta get to the car, max."she said leaving max. Max limped to the car. They went out to eat. Maxine saw a skinny,thick girl with her boyfriend. It made her miss kaelub even more. "You ready for this life?"her mom said eating fries. "No I'm not. Why would you ask me that?"she said. "You need to be. You was ready for him to get between them legs."her momma said. "Momma please don't start. You and daddy was doing it earlier than me and every last one of them were a miscarriage. Momma the next time you choose to chew off my ear about my life issues, fix yours."Maxine said and left to home. "That's why I'm talking to you so you want do further more make the mistakes I did max. You better chill with shii because you forgot who I was."her momma said following her and yelling.

That night
Maxine got out of the shower and changed into her sleeping clothes. She read a scripture and said her prayers. She was hot because of the steam from the bathroom, so she let up the window in her room.

Kaelub POV
I can't do this no more. I need her. I feel so bad for doing her like this.  ... I need to go see her. (He got up and left)

Maxine was all snuggled up. She was sweating really bad. She kept turning back and forward in her bed. She was having pains here and there. When she took the cover off she would shiver up into a ball with the cover back on her. She was having a nightmare that she was grabbing a knife from the kitchen and was starting for her belly bump.

(Kaelub came through her window and saw her in action)

Memories and her pain was everywhere as if overwhelming her. And she did it. The poor girl stabbed herself.

Maxine lifted up quick as if her breath has been taken away from her and she fell back life lessly.
Kaelub got into the bed with her and held her tightly close to him. Maxine woke up and cried when she found out who it was. She held him back and kissed his neck. Kaelub took off his shoes and shirt and laid down with her. "Its okay. I'm here now."he said between kisses. "Promise me that you'll never do me wrong again."she said breathing heavily. "I promise. I promise. I promise. I promise. 10x.over a killion."he said kissing her and touching her skin. Maxine smiled and rubbed his back as she fell in love with his every last kiss on her soft skin. She wanted to do so much more and kaelub knew so he held her hands tight. "I love you baby."he whispered in her ear then breathing on to her neck making her crave for it more. "Kaelub let me go." she said biting her bottom lip. Kaelub was groaning. Maxine was trying to get loose from his tight grip as she loved every bit of it and wanted more. He finally let go and her hands went behind his back. "Aaah I want more, kaelub. More baby please."Maxine says  Rubbing,scratching,and pinching him. She was biting him and making marks on his back, He knew he was giving her pleasure when he started sucking on her neck and rubbing her sides so gently. "Shhh. Calm down"he said feeling her heart beat faster against his chest.

The next morning she woke up he was gone. He left a note saying happy Sunday.

Her momma came in. "Get ready baby your baby shower is today."she said opening the curtains. "I don't remember planing for this."she said getting up. "Yeah because I planned it."her momma said. Maxine rolled her eyes like oh noo. "Your gonna love it."her momma said. "Who's all coming?"Maxine said searching for clothes then starting the tub water. Her momma didn't answer

Baby shower
"Heyy suga!"Maxine's aunt said squeezing her shoulder really tight. "Hey auntie how are you?"she said back standing to hug. "Good. Chil what done bit you on the neck and there...and there and here. You okay?"said the aunt. "Yes I'm fine, auntie."she said hiding the marks kaelub gave her from last night.